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No Im alive I promise.
Ive been looking for jobs, and just relaxing mostly. Its been nice not to worry about much and just take in everything around you. Act normal for a while, you know, shop with friends, go to the movies and just..hang out. I love my job and all but it can be so stressful. Having to look good 24/7 and do what other people want you to. I just hate it sometimes. Modeling was my choice, Im not even that big of a model and I still feel stressed. I can only imagine. Excuse my bitching.
By now you must have gotten the idea that I despise updating, and none of my updates will be meaningful really. I really dont have much to say in a journal. I'd rather talk to people.
Other than that..life is good.
Ive been looking for jobs, and just relaxing mostly. Its been nice not to worry about much and just take in everything around you. Act normal for a while, you know, shop with friends, go to the movies and just..hang out. I love my job and all but it can be so stressful. Having to look good 24/7 and do what other people want you to. I just hate it sometimes. Modeling was my choice, Im not even that big of a model and I still feel stressed. I can only imagine. Excuse my bitching.
By now you must have gotten the idea that I despise updating, and none of my updates will be meaningful really. I really dont have much to say in a journal. I'd rather talk to people.
Other than that..life is good.