Apr 23, 2006 23:15
Sooooo....long time no see.
Not much to talk about, just still waiting on those stupid med schools to make a decision about me. I hate being in limbo, feels worse than purgatory. Or at least how I think purgatory would feel, a la Family Guy.
Did ropes course today and was offered a job. That was awesome. Everybody has accused the facilitator of flirting with me, but you know what, it felt good. It's nice to know that even when sick, grieving and with icky hair, somebody will still flirt with me.
I'm worried about mom; she cries everyday. I just don't know what to do to stop her pain.
I don't get why people like to drink so excessively. I mean, I know I had too much a few weeks ago, but I didn't drive, I went to a friend's house where he wasn't drunk. It just blows my mind when people drink 13-15 beers and wonder why they get thrown out of places. But you know what, I know I can't control the world. I just worry. There is stupidity when there is drunkenness and if you don't watch out, you're in for a load of hurt. And driving drunk is just plain stupid.
::steps off soap box::
Pray I hear some news this week from med school. I need to get out of this town and on with my life. Though at least now I have a plan in mind since I got post-bacc at USA, but I'm worried now that the class I want will be full by the time they let me register (the first week in August). So many people are hoping for me, but I guess that's not enough, so come on people, think happy thoughts!! ^^