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life is "ok" right now, it was worse b4, i just can't deal with things ne more, my parents are always nagging me about something and when i go to the barn im supposed to forget everything and just ride but there being retarded lately. im over-reacting over things too though, i can't help it and i HATE it. i just want to everything to go away, i miss snickers and want him to see him. its been a whole 2 hours. i want to talk to him, hes the only one that listens to me. no one else gives 2 shits.
and i'm sick of guys taking advantage of me, it just goes too far, too fast. i just want everything to go right for just 1 day, and i would be happy. tomorrow, im gonna try and make my life as stress-free and easy going as possible, hopefully it will be my "perfect day". well im out of my fantasy now and into reality, no day will ever be perfect and no one will ever be happy, so i should stop dreaming and give it up....
well i have nothing else to rite, i'll update 2mrw if i have time... bye
and i'm sick of guys taking advantage of me, it just goes too far, too fast. i just want everything to go right for just 1 day, and i would be happy. tomorrow, im gonna try and make my life as stress-free and easy going as possible, hopefully it will be my "perfect day". well im out of my fantasy now and into reality, no day will ever be perfect and no one will ever be happy, so i should stop dreaming and give it up....
well i have nothing else to rite, i'll update 2mrw if i have time... bye