school sucks
where to start?? school started today.. i think i had about 2 and half hours of sleep cause andrew came over and watched a interview with the vampire with me and left my house i think around 3. and it took me forever to fall asleep cause all i could think about was school and all the shit i had to get done. i had to be up at 630 to shower and get ready to be at school at 830. traffic really sucks in the morning. and since i moved just that much further from school it took me that much longer to get to school. i have two classes in the morning, political science and psychology. the professors arent really all that bad. but i think im really going to like psychology class. its my night class that is going to kill me. i have a humanities class. professor wren is or seems to be a great and smart professor but the work he demands is already over whelming and having my roommate (who is a straight A student) is scaring the hell out of me with comments like "oh yeah that class is sooo hard and i only got two C's in my life at utep and it was in his class and one other" "i will pray for you" "good luck" im already stressing out and i havent even gone to my two classes tomorrow which are spanish and jazz. i am not looking forward to spanish since i dont speak a word of spanish.
i can already see it.. its going to be my second week of school and im going to crash and burn.. im going to pull all my hair out and my face is going to break out. so i will not only be a failing student i will be one ugly student. im not going to have any time for myself. I HATE SCHOOL! and to top all this off i have to worry about work. i think i work too much. but its not like i have a choice.. gotta pay the bills. screw all the people that still live at home and do not have to worry about money. screw you that you have good relationships with your parents or who ever you live with and allow you to still stay home and concentrate on school. some as i are not as privileged.