won't you bleed for me?
dearest livejournal,
how i neglect thee.
update:
nothing really. i got my hair chopped off. it looks pretty good. mommala says it makes me look more "grown up" yaaaayyyy!
lately i have been thinking.
yes i know.. bad sign. haha but really, i have. I've thought about "after highschool". It never really struck me as a big deal before when people were so concerned about it being our final year at I.E. Weldon Secondary School. Yes indeed, it is our last.
I wonder how i will end it.
Will i go out with a BANG or with a.. nothing.
Will i be remembered?
Will people always think of me and the effects i may have or haven't had on them?
Who will i have as my friends?
Will i remain close with them?
What if the people i want to stay in contact with, don't want to stay in contact with me?
Yes all of these things have crossed my mind and it sometimes actually worries me because my friends are everything to me. There those friends who i wished i were closer with because they are such awesome people. There are the people i wish things could've been easier in our friendship and not so dramatic. Maybe then we would be as close today as we once were. I do have some regrets with my friends and other things that i wouldn't change for the world. I like to think that because of my friends i am the person who i am today. They are the ones that made me into the person i am today. Who taught me the valuble lessons of life. They are the ones that watched my back. The people who gave me a shoulder to lean on when times were rough.
For the people who will remain my friends:
I wish for happiness, for love, for hope and faith, for good times and for many memories that will never be forgotten. I hope that we are always friends and help each other through the rough times. We will always be there for one another and will get through anything that life brings to us. We will succeed in everything we do and will accomplish everything we wished for! I am glad to have you in my life and to have the honor of calling you my friend.
For the people who i lose contact with:
I wish you all the best, happiness, success, fortune and love. I hope you grow into the people you wanted to become. To be the very best at whatever you do. I am sorry that we didn't keep in touch and we lost our friendship. I want you to know that probably most of my memorable times were with you. That you made me happy at some point in my life. Know that i cherished our friendship and i will never, ever forget you and the person you were in high school. You were the greatest and still are! All the best!
Hopefully i don't lose that many friends.. actually.. let me rephrase that.. i hope i don't lose any of my friends. Even the people who may think that we aren't "close" or that i "hate" you. I cherish each and everyone of my friends and i don't want to lose any of you! You all mean way too much to me!
Thank-you Xo
how i neglect thee.
update:
nothing really. i got my hair chopped off. it looks pretty good. mommala says it makes me look more "grown up" yaaaayyyy!
lately i have been thinking.
yes i know.. bad sign. haha but really, i have. I've thought about "after highschool". It never really struck me as a big deal before when people were so concerned about it being our final year at I.E. Weldon Secondary School. Yes indeed, it is our last.
I wonder how i will end it.
Will i go out with a BANG or with a.. nothing.
Will i be remembered?
Will people always think of me and the effects i may have or haven't had on them?
Who will i have as my friends?
Will i remain close with them?
What if the people i want to stay in contact with, don't want to stay in contact with me?
Yes all of these things have crossed my mind and it sometimes actually worries me because my friends are everything to me. There those friends who i wished i were closer with because they are such awesome people. There are the people i wish things could've been easier in our friendship and not so dramatic. Maybe then we would be as close today as we once were. I do have some regrets with my friends and other things that i wouldn't change for the world. I like to think that because of my friends i am the person who i am today. They are the ones that made me into the person i am today. Who taught me the valuble lessons of life. They are the ones that watched my back. The people who gave me a shoulder to lean on when times were rough.
For the people who will remain my friends:
I wish for happiness, for love, for hope and faith, for good times and for many memories that will never be forgotten. I hope that we are always friends and help each other through the rough times. We will always be there for one another and will get through anything that life brings to us. We will succeed in everything we do and will accomplish everything we wished for! I am glad to have you in my life and to have the honor of calling you my friend.
For the people who i lose contact with:
I wish you all the best, happiness, success, fortune and love. I hope you grow into the people you wanted to become. To be the very best at whatever you do. I am sorry that we didn't keep in touch and we lost our friendship. I want you to know that probably most of my memorable times were with you. That you made me happy at some point in my life. Know that i cherished our friendship and i will never, ever forget you and the person you were in high school. You were the greatest and still are! All the best!
Hopefully i don't lose that many friends.. actually.. let me rephrase that.. i hope i don't lose any of my friends. Even the people who may think that we aren't "close" or that i "hate" you. I cherish each and everyone of my friends and i don't want to lose any of you! You all mean way too much to me!
Thank-you Xo