I blinked and it was gone
i can’t believe its Friday again. This entire week flew by and I don’t know if I got a lot done or not.
I remember something Mom told me many years ago that I can’t just exist in the world I have to be doing something. I guess that’s why every other day I get to feeling guilty that all I did is sit and didn’t do much.
My plan to go to sleep early last night never saw the light of night. I did try but I wanted to finish yesterday's babble of an entry.
A part of me focused on committing to the gym. That met with mixed results. I knew I would fall back into the old ways. Skip classes, eat things I wasn’t really supposed and make up for it some other way. I did get some walking in as well.
i set the alarm for 4 this time so I would be getting up in time to feed the cats and leave for the 6 am class. I slept through the alarms but managed to get up and go and even the cats got fed.
I am thinking i did a lot of writing WHETHER IT was in the blogs, attempted pen paling, and some organizing.
I also know I spent probably way too much time watching TV or sleeping.
Since I had scheduled many of the bills that were due (at least that’s what I believe they are) this pay check I didn’t feel like I needed to review them. LIE. I still needed to check about the service agreement payment and see when I can do that.
I know I lost a number of nights worrying about that whole thing. i still go back and forth with the setting up and identifying and organizing (the words are not coming to me right now)
i received some sad news this morning. My friend Joan lost her 14 year old Companion Buddy (her organization Walks with Buddy was named for him) yesterday afternoon to cancer. It was quick found it earlier this week. I offered to come over today but she didn’t respond. I have been crying since I found out. A couple of others lost their furbabies as well this week. i managed to send them all cards. the kitties are not sure why i have been so clingy. They are both sleeping now.
I called JOC this morning. Her foot like I said is better but she isn’t willing to tempt fate but has the doctor appointment monday. She definitely will be walking next week even with the rain.
I have checked in with the girls, Jim, and now Liz. I am avoiding cooking the chicken but I also need to go grocery shopping today.
I still have the boxes to tie up and take to the transfer station with another bag of clothes.
I am thinking maybe work on the pen pal stuff for a little bit.
i have my session with Debra at 5;30 this evening. I hope the zoom issues will be resolved.
The weather right now is beautiful and 81 degrees and the sun is playing hide and seek. we may get some rain at some point. It’s supposed to stay with us for the next several days. My lawn along with everyone else needs it and we can’t water it right now…brown water in the pipes. For some of us.