Apr 29, 2008 01:56
Wow, a lot has kind of happened recently. First and foremost, it has come to my realization that the girl I met at the anime con on Sunday has quite the crush on me...I didn't want to peg it as that, but she texts me at least three times a day and then leaves me at least twenty messages online so yeah...great. I asked Sam if I was just being paranoid and she was like 'oh thank god, I wasn't going to say anything but yeah she definitely does'. So yeah, no wonder she wants to hang out this summer...ugh, it's annoying because she's a good friend so it's just going to be awkward if I ever call her out on it.
Anyway, moving on...I am once again dating. Dave asked me out tonight and we went for a walk and then sort of snuggled on his bed and listened to music and just talked. This guy is ADORABLE! He's the cutest thing I have ever seen! Omg he makes me sound like such a girl but he's just soooo sweet!! It's funny because I didn't actually think we'd start dating and it's not the best time to start with just two weeks of school left, but I'm really happy he asked. I didn't even realize how much I liked him until he did lol
Soooo biggest news...
I don't think I'm going to Cape Cod for the summer. I think I'm living in New York. I'd have a job that would pay $15 an hour and um more importantly...keep me away from my mom and Josh. I talked to Nate about it and he told me to go for it. He's not even living at home this summer and I don't think I will survive if he's not there. Honestly, I just can't go home. I physically can't. I will end up KILLING myself...
So I need to call my parents tomorrow and tell them...it's not going to be fun at all.