God help me, I'm posting song lyrics
The one thing I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss...
Gah. I can't stop thinking about him. And the harder I try to stop, the more I think about him. Most of all, I think about what he would think about every situation I encounter. I wonder if he's thinking of me. I hope he is, but I tell myself he isn't, and that makes me hope that I'm wrong. I overanalyze every little signal and try to manipulate it in my head to mean that he really does want me. But he doesn't. He acted like he did for a while there, but now he doesn't. And it's whatever. People have every right to change their minds. I just never thought he'd change his. Then again, I never thought my husband would cheat on me, either, but I was wrong about that too. I need to stop never thinking things.
How to be something you miss...
Gah. I can't stop thinking about him. And the harder I try to stop, the more I think about him. Most of all, I think about what he would think about every situation I encounter. I wonder if he's thinking of me. I hope he is, but I tell myself he isn't, and that makes me hope that I'm wrong. I overanalyze every little signal and try to manipulate it in my head to mean that he really does want me. But he doesn't. He acted like he did for a while there, but now he doesn't. And it's whatever. People have every right to change their minds. I just never thought he'd change his. Then again, I never thought my husband would cheat on me, either, but I was wrong about that too. I need to stop never thinking things.