Get that camera out of my face

Sep 19, 2008 00:26

I do not know what to do about college. This is all a bunch of nonsense, if you ask me.
I've got to drop my English class, else I risk giving up utterly in the first semester. I abhor it, completely and purely. Not worth my time.

Upside: I have a laptop! This is pure wonderful. It's rather annoying, running from dorm to computer lab, back to dorm, and out again. I feel a little less like a hermit this way, too, which is nice. It's weird not having people to haul me out of myself here. Turns out socialization must be semi-forced.

I miss Jessie. I'm worried about the state of things. I wish a lot of things would happen differently. C'est la vie.

I watched DPS again, and it still made me cry like a child for an embarrassingly long time. It also still made me thirst for life and possibility, which is the most beautiful feeling. That movie holds such an odd sway over me; everything seems possibly, and there is nothing to be afraid of.
I love my Comm 100 class for giving me a reason to watch it again, and for the opportunity to express my adoration to others.

Man, I've been sleeping too much lately. I think I'll continue that trend.
Hasta luego, lj.

failure, jessie

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