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[katbla]

I'm very sick now which is extremely inconvenient because I can't stop coughing. It's the kind of coughing that just really hurts your throat and makes you want to die. Last night was a depressing night. My mother likes to have these "talks" with me now about dating and such which result in her making up even more rules for me in a very sly way. This just confuses me and makes me very angry because I feel like I shouldn't be having to deal with all these rules considering I'm a senior and also there is the fact that Adam didn't have these rules. I wouldn't mind her giving me advice about this, but I can't take the way that she's going about it and it makes me want to rebel even more. It's such crappy timing too because things were going really well with me and Zac. It isn't that things aren't going well now, I just have this constant fear of my mom disapproving of me in some way. I couldnt even hug him goodbye today and I think that's ridiculous.
I found out that I don't have to take the final for a class if I have an A. That's amazing.
I'm leaving tomorrow for my class trip. Crazy fun.