Pt. II
If I ever had a hero,
you were it from the start.
You shocked us all you know.
we were all looking to Pop to go first.
I felt guilty.
For being out drinking.
When you stopped breathing.
Not being able to come see you right away.
I forgave myself quick on that one.
But I had Ryan drive me to the hospital
at three in the morning to say goodbye-
i couldn't even say goodbye.
i thought you'd get better.
i almost wished i believed in god.
it seems to be helping everyone else.
this is ridiculous.
i just want to sleep.
not even that.
i just want to be able to breathe.