...can't remember the last time his thoughts were his own.
...is afraid he'll drown in guilt without the avatar.
...worries that he's no longer appalled by lethal force.
...has lost respect for Carter Hall after living with all of his past lives haunting his brain and making his life hell.
...has gained respect for Carter for being able to live with that.
...really likes his blade.
...hesitates every time he puts the helmet on.
...wants to like more Earth music than he does.
...thinks he used to have a better sense of humor.
...smokes heavily, because it helps ease his nerves with the monster in his head.
...tries not to think about nicotine as a drug.
...went through a heavy Indian phase for a while after meeting his mother, but no longer bothers calling on the spirits of things to help him do things better.
...has no idea what he'll do for a living.
...isn't sure the League wants him around.
...sometimes thinks he should have stayed dead, to avoid hassling the people he cares about.
...isn't afraid to cry.
...would rather not fly around shirtless, but the wings force him to.
...misses advanced thought and philosophical debate.
...misses his father.
...is sad he didn't get to kill Byth himself.
...is uncomfortable with his bloodlust.
...never used to have this quick a temper.
...isn't as romantic as he used to be.
...hasn't been able to write creatively since he's been posessed.
...gets a little embarassed about delving into 'tough guy' talk on the job, because it's sad that it's necessary and that it works.
...will miss his wings when they're gone.
...feels utterly useless.
...feels stupid for his minor jealousy of Kord, and feels horrible for causing Shayera the angst about it all.
...is also thankful that Kord was around to keep Shay company while he was gone.
...really wants to hit things, but is afraid he'd kill said things.
...might not ever recover his old self.