Blah, bleh, blah
Well, I've been very... bouncie. And sick. I came home sick today, and monday because of my icky tummy. x.X it sucks, because I HATE staying home and being bored. I need to clean myself up, do all of my homework, and figure out any social porblems I'm having, which I'm not sure there are any right now, but if they come up.. they always seem to by my top priority, when school work should be. It drives me nuts!!!!!! O.o is there any way to make the madness end?!?!?!?!? gah, I dont think so. I just have to live day to day, in total pain.
I guess I'm in pain because of growing, my back hurts, my tummy hurts... but also theres all this icky emotional stuff I just DONT want to deal with at the moment, but do people let me forget about it? NO WAY. Because you know what? anyone who knows about anything in my life always has to check up on it. Not my online friends, or jamie, but I mean, a lot of people dont know me that well, and once they find out one of my problems, they ALWAYS have to make sure its alright. It bugs me. It might show they care, but its stoooopid. ARG!
Anyways, I've been talking to Ben a lot lately, and he seems to understand me about as well as I do, which is weird, because the last person I met that understood me that well, was someone who left me. *Cough cough*
Thats over now, so I have to move on, if its possible. sometimes I'm tempted to call this person though, well, these 2 people, but I know I cant because it would be tooo weird. Ya know?
Well, I got all my feelings out, now I have to go lay down because my back hurts REALLY badly x.x *bouncie bouncie bouncie bouncie*
I guess I'm in pain because of growing, my back hurts, my tummy hurts... but also theres all this icky emotional stuff I just DONT want to deal with at the moment, but do people let me forget about it? NO WAY. Because you know what? anyone who knows about anything in my life always has to check up on it. Not my online friends, or jamie, but I mean, a lot of people dont know me that well, and once they find out one of my problems, they ALWAYS have to make sure its alright. It bugs me. It might show they care, but its stoooopid. ARG!
Anyways, I've been talking to Ben a lot lately, and he seems to understand me about as well as I do, which is weird, because the last person I met that understood me that well, was someone who left me. *Cough cough*
Thats over now, so I have to move on, if its possible. sometimes I'm tempted to call this person though, well, these 2 people, but I know I cant because it would be tooo weird. Ya know?
Well, I got all my feelings out, now I have to go lay down because my back hurts REALLY badly x.x *bouncie bouncie bouncie bouncie*