Jun 05, 2006 20:33
UGHHH!
omfg
my step dad just seriously pissed me off. I finally got my grades today and I have a 3.5 fucking GPA! THATS WITH THE F INCLUDED. I was happy as hell and then i told my step dad and I was in a really good mood and he just says oh thats crap. That's a horrible GPA and you know it. You know you can do better; you just have to push yourself... LKJLDKASJFLKJSDLFJK. Any other parent would have been proud and happy but nooo not my parents. BOTH OF THEM! UGHHH! I just. ... god no matter what I do they're always saying I can do better. THEY can't just be happy for me or proud for what I have done. NOO they always want more. They always want better. What if I'm doing the best i fucking can?! huh?! But noooooooo of course not.
omg
So they said my grades suck. They said my attitude sucks. And they basically said I suck. lkasjdfjoifgg
of course my attitude sucks. GRRRR They just completely shut me down and told me I was a horrible student even though I have a GPA most kids would die for. It was only a 4.07 last year. I mean hello factor in 2 C's and an F of course it's going to go down. BUT A FUCKING 3.5!!!!!!!! THATS WONDERFUL! omg. ugh. that just means all my other grades are superb. But of course not.
i guess i just... can't be good enough... EVER... at least not for them.