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[katasaurus]

he's supposedly with his uncle.
but he wasn't able to get today off.
he'll be home tonight around 1-2a.
but he is in some kindof trouble.

his story & his friends story isn't mixing.
i feel like he lied to be because he wanted to see family.
if that's the case- i'm not that upset.
not upset about the fact he wants to see family, just the fact that he lied to me.
but whatever.

i'm trying harder everyday.
but everyday it gets harder and harder.
i just want to sleep for all eternity.

I'm going to take my medicine and go to work.
ilivesuchalameolife.
ijustwanttodropoutofgtccandapplyatalltheartschoolsuntiligetaccepted.