Well, that's it...
I thought that I would sit here writing this entry blabbering on and on about how I can't stop crying because I am soooo sad. But I'm not, and I'd be lying if I told u all that I was. I think that the main point is I'm not sad... YET. I don't think that it has hit me that I will NEVER go back, it will never be the same.. nothing will. As I was driving out of the school today (when I skipped Spanish, well, kinda, i signed in, but then left... idk, long story) I tried to tell myself "this whole leaving school thing- this is the last time I will ever do this, EVER".. but I think that I'm in denial.. big time.
I think that this whole facebook thing has made me realize that life moves on, and theres nothing I can do about it.. I have seen lots and lots people on there and I realize that I'm not going to be alone, and I'm not like going to my death in the fall. I actually might enjoy meeting new people, having new experiences, and beginning "another chapter of my life" (I know, how cliche).
There ARE people that I'm going to miss, don't get me wrong. I am going to miss EVERYONE.. I guess it doesn't matter how many times I have talked to anyone, but the fact that we live in such a small town makes it inevitable to have had contact with every person at some point or another, and its these small interactions with people that I may never see again that have made me who I am today. Of course my friends (Audrey Rose, Maria, Molly, KatieG, KatieD, Laura, Talia, Dan, Rob, Mike, Colin, TB.. btw, ur all welcome for the shoutouts.. lmao) who have ALWAYS been there for me. I guess I should have taken the liberty of doing this in everyone's yrbooks like Mike did, but it didnt occur to me then; I'm sorry, I truly am.. I know that there has been atleast one time when I have hurt each and every one of u in some way (or multiple times.. or every other day ;).. lol) and I hope you all know that I didn't mean it... I really didn't... I could have NEVER asked for better friends that you all have been to me. Honestly.
OK, this entry has gotten WAY out of hand, so I'm going to stop while I'm ahead.. Sorry if anyone actually read all of this bcuz they thought it was going to be interesting ;)
<3 you all,
Kate
I think that this whole facebook thing has made me realize that life moves on, and theres nothing I can do about it.. I have seen lots and lots people on there and I realize that I'm not going to be alone, and I'm not like going to my death in the fall. I actually might enjoy meeting new people, having new experiences, and beginning "another chapter of my life" (I know, how cliche).
There ARE people that I'm going to miss, don't get me wrong. I am going to miss EVERYONE.. I guess it doesn't matter how many times I have talked to anyone, but the fact that we live in such a small town makes it inevitable to have had contact with every person at some point or another, and its these small interactions with people that I may never see again that have made me who I am today. Of course my friends (Audrey Rose, Maria, Molly, KatieG, KatieD, Laura, Talia, Dan, Rob, Mike, Colin, TB.. btw, ur all welcome for the shoutouts.. lmao) who have ALWAYS been there for me. I guess I should have taken the liberty of doing this in everyone's yrbooks like Mike did, but it didnt occur to me then; I'm sorry, I truly am.. I know that there has been atleast one time when I have hurt each and every one of u in some way (or multiple times.. or every other day ;).. lol) and I hope you all know that I didn't mean it... I really didn't... I could have NEVER asked for better friends that you all have been to me. Honestly.
OK, this entry has gotten WAY out of hand, so I'm going to stop while I'm ahead.. Sorry if anyone actually read all of this bcuz they thought it was going to be interesting ;)
<3 you all,
Kate