theres no more trying to make this so right
kAtaris22: get the guy from soco to come here and take me away
MBas85: katie im gonna call him right now
kAtaris22: thank u
MBas85: you can ride on his magical piano, and he will sing you songs everyday
if only that could happen... i need something happy and good in my life right now..it is sucking major ass..hmm lets see what did i do today..worked 5-1:30 went to the beach, took a showa, got taco bell, took the rents food shoppin, then watched sex and the city and ate chocolate covered pretzels..just as i planned...i wish i was moving away..living on campus like everyone else..i thought i had someone here who loved me and it would be worth it to stay here and live at home but i was wrong..well i guess we all make bad choices..im gonna try to be more positive and stop being so depressed in my entries..i think that will be a lot easier if i could just forget about sam..its tough..hes doing a superb job of forgettin about me tho..ok enough with the negatives..umm it was nice and sunny and humid today..school starts soon so i can do math and stuff : ) maybe meet some new people this semester that would be cool..
And we wait above a road.
We're turning to go home.
And the silence from the side of the car,
Tells me everything and how we are.
Cause there's no more trying to make this so right.
Theres no more trying tonight.
And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if, I'm alone in your head.
I know something is wrong,
I just don't know what to do.
You say it's only me, and, that I'm so perfect for you.
I don't want to try no more,
I don't want to make this right.
I just want you to be true to me one time.
And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head.
Twelve days gone by, since I have saw you last,
I'll give this one more try,
I'll give it all my best, and, I'll ask
What could you be doing that is so much fun?
Without me by your side,
Without me by your side.
And, I will take a step back, and, I'll let you ahead,
And, I will take a step away, and, see if you come back,
Because there's no more trying to make this so right,
Theres no more trying,
Theres no more trying tonight.
We will never be the same,
We will never be the