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it's 10:30 ish, and the west wing marathon on bravo doesn't start up again until midnight and honest to god i have no idea what to do with myself. noone is online, i hae no hobbies no homework nothing good to read, there is NOTHING good on tv, nothing in my life to contemplate, no one im interested in in a romantic sense and im even starting to get sick of my phenomenal music playlist (which by the way is over 100 songs long and i swear i've listened to the whole thing threee times today. basically i'm so bored i could cry and since there is NOTHING else to do i just might.
i hate being so numb to everything, so jaded, but i dont think i know how else to be anymore.
i hate being so numb to everything, so jaded, but i dont think i know how else to be anymore.