Long Meme
So, still no news on the cancer/cyst thingy. I am supposed to get a blood test to check for cancer, but I'm scared. I've procrastinated by being busy all week. But I have had some things going on. My niece had her baby (pics to follow), and other stuff. I promise I'll go at the beginning of the week. I have another ultrasound in August.
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
✓ I miss somebody right now.
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (Not much of any good on.)
✓ I own lots of books. (lots and lots and lots)
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (And I hate, Hate, HATE it! Got them 2 years ago...)
× I love to play video games.
✓ I've tried marijuana. once, about 30 years ago at a party - all it did was put me to sleep...
✓ I've watched porn movies. (typical PWP)
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes. (and I've added a few Finnish curses!)
× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (??)
* * * * *
× I have broken someone's bones. (Gods, no!)
✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
× I hate the rain.
× I'm paranoid at times. (or else they really are out to get me!)
✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
✓ I need/want money right now.
✓ I love sushi. (Vegetable sushi, though.)
× I talk really, really fast.
✓ I have fresh breath in the morning. (after I brush my teeth, that is.)
✓ I have long hair. (It's getting there...)
× I have lost money in Las Vegas.
✓ I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S. (In another life, maybe..)
✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (fingernails - and only because I never have 10 the same! I have nice nails, but I'm too active with my hands to have all my nails nice at the same time.)
× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
× I like the way that I look.
× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
× I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (Always have...)
× I think prostitution should be legalized.
× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.
× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
× I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex.
× I enjoy talking on the phone.
× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.
× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone. (One that works overseas - LOL!)
× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
✓ I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone.
✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (Hihihi. I'm 48.)
✓ I want to have children in the future. (But since I'm too old, I make do with the two I already have! LOL!)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (OMFG! I have two kids....enough said.)
× I've called the cops on a friend before.
✓ I'm not allergic to anything. (not even poison ivy.)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (Always. I'll answer this positively when I'm 90)
✓ I am shy around the opposite sex.
× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved.
✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie. (Ewww)
× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
× I enjoy some country music. (Ewwwww!)
✓ I would die for my best friends. (Friend.)
✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (Certified.)
× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
× I have dated a close friend's ex.
× I am happy at this moment.
✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (certain Finnish guys, maybe.)
× Democrat.
× Republican.
✓ I don't even know what I am. (Bwahahaha! I know who I am, but not what I am...)
× I am punk rockish.
× I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
× I study for tests most of the time.
× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).
✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now. (everything but the weight.)
× I have more than just my ears pierced.
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can.
× I have jumped off a bridge.
× I love sea turtles.
✓ I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (I used to...)
✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.
× I went to college out of state.
× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.
× I have thrown up from crying too much.
✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. (So it seemed at the time.)
✓ I fall for the worst people. (Not the worst, but not the best for me.)
× I adore bright colours.
× I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
✓ I can pick up things with my toes.
✓ I can't whistle. (a tune, but I can do one of those ear-splitting, fingers-in-the-mouth whistles.)
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. (Big part of life in my area.)
✓ I still have every journal I've ever written in.
✓ I talk in my sleep.
✓ I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
✓ I wear a toe ring. (sometimes.)
✓ I have a tattoo. (Ummmm, try 6)
× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
× I am a caffeine junkie.
✓ I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (Not anyone I know personally - it would be one of those child rapists/killers you read about on the news.)
× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
✓ I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
✓ I'm an artist. (Secret one, though. Too insecure.)
✓ I am ambidextrous. (somewhat.)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
✓ I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes. (I rather like mine.)
✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.
× I am extremely flexible.
× I love hugs more than kisses. (No way. I love hugs, but long, slow, deep kisses with someone you love are the best!)
× I want to own my own business.
× I smoke.
✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.
✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone. (I rather like it. Just not all the time.)
✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.
× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
× I'm a judgmental asshole. LOL! Does anyone ever admit to this? I sure KNOW some who are!
× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent.
× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (Sadly, he's already gone. He died 14 years ago.)
✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.
✓ I can speak more than one language.
× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.
× I like reading fact more than fiction.
✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings. (I have six. Soon to be eight.)
✓ I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.
× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
✓ I am compulsively honest. (But I have learned not to say anything at all if it will cause trouble.)
× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
✓ I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. (I wear headphones.)
× I dislike milk.
× I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me.
× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
× I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
✓ I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. (Ewwww.)
× I have a custom-built computer.
✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
✓ I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. (Probably good friends.)
✓ I've gone skinny-dipping.
× I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos.
✓ I'm Irish and loving it. (partly.)
× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!
✓ Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
✓ Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
× I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (I wish.)
✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
✓ I need more time to myself.
× I wish I was more open-minded.
✓ I hope that I go really prematurely grey. (Too late to hope! Prematurely white runs in my family...)
✓ I download songs from the internet.
× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.
× I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.
× I love playing Truth or Dare. (Used to.)
× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.
× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.
✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (I like them both.)
× I can only hate someone that I love.
× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
✓ I miss somebody right now.
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (Not much of any good on.)
✓ I own lots of books. (lots and lots and lots)
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (And I hate, Hate, HATE it! Got them 2 years ago...)
× I love to play video games.
✓ I've tried marijuana. once, about 30 years ago at a party - all it did was put me to sleep...
✓ I've watched porn movies. (typical PWP)
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes. (and I've added a few Finnish curses!)
× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (??)
* * * * *
× I have broken someone's bones. (Gods, no!)
✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
× I hate the rain.
× I'm paranoid at times. (or else they really are out to get me!)
✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
✓ I need/want money right now.
✓ I love sushi. (Vegetable sushi, though.)
× I talk really, really fast.
✓ I have fresh breath in the morning. (after I brush my teeth, that is.)
✓ I have long hair. (It's getting there...)
× I have lost money in Las Vegas.
✓ I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S. (In another life, maybe..)
✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (fingernails - and only because I never have 10 the same! I have nice nails, but I'm too active with my hands to have all my nails nice at the same time.)
× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
× I like the way that I look.
× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
× I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (Always have...)
× I think prostitution should be legalized.
× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.
× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
× I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex.
× I enjoy talking on the phone.
× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.
× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone. (One that works overseas - LOL!)
× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
✓ I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone.
✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (Hihihi. I'm 48.)
✓ I want to have children in the future. (But since I'm too old, I make do with the two I already have! LOL!)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (OMFG! I have two kids....enough said.)
× I've called the cops on a friend before.
✓ I'm not allergic to anything. (not even poison ivy.)
✓ I have a lot to learn. (Always. I'll answer this positively when I'm 90)
✓ I am shy around the opposite sex.
× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved.
✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie. (Ewww)
× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
× I enjoy some country music. (Ewwwww!)
✓ I would die for my best friends. (Friend.)
✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (Certified.)
× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
× I have dated a close friend's ex.
× I am happy at this moment.
✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (certain Finnish guys, maybe.)
× Democrat.
× Republican.
✓ I don't even know what I am. (Bwahahaha! I know who I am, but not what I am...)
× I am punk rockish.
× I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
× I study for tests most of the time.
× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).
✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now. (everything but the weight.)
× I have more than just my ears pierced.
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can.
× I have jumped off a bridge.
× I love sea turtles.
✓ I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (I used to...)
✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.
× I went to college out of state.
× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.
× I have thrown up from crying too much.
✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. (So it seemed at the time.)
✓ I fall for the worst people. (Not the worst, but not the best for me.)
× I adore bright colours.
× I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
✓ I can pick up things with my toes.
✓ I can't whistle. (a tune, but I can do one of those ear-splitting, fingers-in-the-mouth whistles.)
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. (Big part of life in my area.)
✓ I still have every journal I've ever written in.
✓ I talk in my sleep.
✓ I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
✓ I wear a toe ring. (sometimes.)
✓ I have a tattoo. (Ummmm, try 6)
× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
× I am a caffeine junkie.
✓ I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (Not anyone I know personally - it would be one of those child rapists/killers you read about on the news.)
× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
✓ I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
✓ I'm an artist. (Secret one, though. Too insecure.)
✓ I am ambidextrous. (somewhat.)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
✓ I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes. (I rather like mine.)
✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.
× I am extremely flexible.
× I love hugs more than kisses. (No way. I love hugs, but long, slow, deep kisses with someone you love are the best!)
× I want to own my own business.
× I smoke.
✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.
✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone. (I rather like it. Just not all the time.)
✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.
× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
× I'm a judgmental asshole. LOL! Does anyone ever admit to this? I sure KNOW some who are!
× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent.
× I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (Sadly, he's already gone. He died 14 years ago.)
✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.
✓ I can speak more than one language.
× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.
× I like reading fact more than fiction.
✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings. (I have six. Soon to be eight.)
✓ I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.
× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
✓ I am compulsively honest. (But I have learned not to say anything at all if it will cause trouble.)
× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
✓ I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. (I wear headphones.)
× I dislike milk.
× I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me.
× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
× I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
✓ I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. (Ewwww.)
× I have a custom-built computer.
✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
✓ I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. (Probably good friends.)
✓ I've gone skinny-dipping.
× I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos.
✓ I'm Irish and loving it. (partly.)
× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!
✓ Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
✓ Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
× I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (I wish.)
✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
✓ I need more time to myself.
× I wish I was more open-minded.
✓ I hope that I go really prematurely grey. (Too late to hope! Prematurely white runs in my family...)
✓ I download songs from the internet.
× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.
× I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.
× I love playing Truth or Dare. (Used to.)
× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.
× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.
✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. (I like them both.)
× I can only hate someone that I love.
× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.