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i threw out my back dressing 28 mannequins over the course of an 8 hour shift. I kinda sorta wanna die right now. I wish I had some pain killers or muscle relaxants left. Or Darren. I would even take a back alignment from Darren right now. I also had a leg fall on my foot and i think it may have broken part of my foot. :(
Going to try and get some sleep tonight which shouldn't be hard because I pulled out my favorite Tshirt that alex's wears and it smells like him ^_^ not his cologne, but him. I could not possibly be any happier right now unless he was actually home. It's the closest I can get to him right now and by god i'm going to take it. lol.
I think I might quit my job at the bank by january because I really want to take the Nazi Germany class at southern. it's MWF 11-12...so that doesn't leave much time to work at the bank during the day. I'm ok with that though. I would much rather work more hours at Ann doing a job I actually like to do or even student teach some.
I'm pretty emotionally drained from working all the time. I'm always tired and am barely finding ways to keep myself together. But I am paying off my bills so I am pseudo happy about that. I have one credit card paid off and am working on the other.
Fencing is going really really well. I am hoping to get to the event on the 7th bust no one is willing to take my shift at work :/ so i guess i'll have to wait for the 14th. I love fighting in a melee. omg they are sooo much fun.
Going to try and get some sleep tonight which shouldn't be hard because I pulled out my favorite Tshirt that alex's wears and it smells like him ^_^ not his cologne, but him. I could not possibly be any happier right now unless he was actually home. It's the closest I can get to him right now and by god i'm going to take it. lol.
I think I might quit my job at the bank by january because I really want to take the Nazi Germany class at southern. it's MWF 11-12...so that doesn't leave much time to work at the bank during the day. I'm ok with that though. I would much rather work more hours at Ann doing a job I actually like to do or even student teach some.
I'm pretty emotionally drained from working all the time. I'm always tired and am barely finding ways to keep myself together. But I am paying off my bills so I am pseudo happy about that. I have one credit card paid off and am working on the other.
Fencing is going really really well. I am hoping to get to the event on the 7th bust no one is willing to take my shift at work :/ so i guess i'll have to wait for the 14th. I love fighting in a melee. omg they are sooo much fun.