update

[katamine]

ok. so, the bulldog bash was great, got a bit freaked out on saturday- realised how many issues i have with sex still, but overall, i had a brilliant time. ok, on friday i have an interview in bristol at an old people's home. and then after i'm going to go see leftover crack. living with christan meant i got to love them, just downloaded a load of their songs to get reaquainted with. what else? nothing exciting to anyone, i am feeling more and more myself the further i am from rick, i went to na with em (thank you by the way) and over the course of the bulldog bash took only 2 sid and 1 2cb. and only got drunk on fri, was a total twat then though- sorry to everyone who had to put up with it. i'm finally realising i can do everything i want to in my life, not to get stressed, i'm only 24. it's a blast, but i think i have been limiting myself with drugs. each to their own, i'm not saying never again, just no need for a while. i can't see myself getting anything more out of them, should just sleep more.
i hope everyone else is feeling good, i'm busting with optimism. or piss.......