Feb 24, 2004 23:07
I guess I'm emo. Atleast that's what I've been told lately. Oh well if the shoe fits right? Drew came over the other day. That was awkward I was almost alone in a room with him. I dodged that I'm not ready to talk about it yet. I don't want to know how he feels about what happened. I don't care really I know he doesn't like me and I know it was just him trying to get some like always but this time I was too. I needed to distance myself from Khris and that was the best way I knew how at that moment. Well just another one of the many mistakes I've made in my life. No one is telling me how to make it in this world. So it's always hit or miss. Actually it's always miss. Oh well though I should stop whining and do something about it. I just don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do. No one ever taught me how to grow up. I wish someone could just dictate my life for me. It would be easier that way. I don't know what the hell I'm doing. Maybe someone else will know what to do. Anyway I'm going to sleep because I have to go to school tomorrow. Atleast it's a half day.