I've never believed it until now
That is, I've never believed the cliche that "Nice guys finish last." Well damnit, I'm a nice girl, and I got shit on. Really really badly. The girl who wasn't so nice, she's not making out all that bad. Yes, granted she doesn't get him in the end either, but the amount of pain that she feels could never amount to the amount I'm having to deal with it. She'll get over it, move on, and live to fuck someone else.
But the nice girl, she's sure as hell finishing last in this race. Followed only maybe by the guy that hurt her so much.
I have so much pain and anger in me right now that it's blinding me from seeing how God is working in this situation, and I KNOW he is in it. I have to believe that. I can't believe that there's no reason for all this pain, both for me and him. I love how the only person who "understands" the situation is the one who effectively caused the problem in the first place (that is, the not nice girl). The one without very many morals and without very much faith, if any. Funny how that works.
I know I'll be the one that's better off in the end. I know God will take care of me. It just hurts so much right now....
But the nice girl, she's sure as hell finishing last in this race. Followed only maybe by the guy that hurt her so much.
I have so much pain and anger in me right now that it's blinding me from seeing how God is working in this situation, and I KNOW he is in it. I have to believe that. I can't believe that there's no reason for all this pain, both for me and him. I love how the only person who "understands" the situation is the one who effectively caused the problem in the first place (that is, the not nice girl). The one without very many morals and without very much faith, if any. Funny how that works.
I know I'll be the one that's better off in the end. I know God will take care of me. It just hurts so much right now....