Oct 12, 2005 22:11
So lately, things have been going great, I have a wonderful life.
I find it very hard to complain about anything that is going on in my life. Of course you will see the random away message when I am in a bad mood or you will of course hear me bitch when I am talking but all in all my life is wonderful. I mean if I didn't complain I couldn't look at all the wonderful things and be absolutely amazed at how well I have it.
Right now school is school. It has taken me a lot to really thing on what I want to do. I want to go into Business Law. I want to be able to become a Manager and own and run my own company. At the same time I want to have the law backround to be able to handle any legal situations and be able to not have to pay a lawyer to do it for me. That or have company's pay the boocku bucks to have me on as a manager that can also give legal advice. Business's pay huge money for these people apparently.
School is relatively easy. My classes are taught by professors who relatively know what they are doing. Except my math teacher. As far as I am concerned about him, he can shove it up his ass with his backward method of teaching. Luckily having Mrs. Zinn for Intregrated 3 more then prepared me for all the work we have done so far. I mean, it is all the same things. Matrices, linear equations, and simple word problems dealing with both.
My Rhetoric class is amazing. I love the teacher. She reminds me so much of Mr. Jeffire it is amazing. She absolutely loves MLA and had us buy this book on Writing Research Papers for her class. The book is so helpful. I mean it has given me a lot of sites to get scholarly sources from. Not to mention the week we spent in the library learning how to use the research system is amazingly helpful. Everybook from all the major universities and some of the lesser universities are here. We can use Illiad to get books from anywhere in electronic sources. It tells you where all books are located. Our library staff even will meet with you and help you get ideas straightened to research your topic preciously to what you want.
Then my Theatre class is a joke. I only had to take it for my general ed and lets just say it is a fun and easy class to pass. After that class is my Humanities class, which is my hardest class but I am doing quite well considering all assignments are like 25% of our grade. I mean it is hard but it is interesting.
So that covers school.
Home is even better. I mean, I have my own house. No curfew, no one yelling at me, and my son. I have a schedule I keep to and it keeps my house perfectly clean (almost, come I have a baby afterall)and I love to cook. I think I spend the majority of my time though just playing with Curtis. There are so many learning games for babys. I admit Curtis is going to become a really intellegent baby. He already knows so much.
My dog is even doing great. He is so happy and healthy. Ten times better then when he lived with my mother.
Even my relationships with my family seem to be better. Though I admit I do not get to see any of them half as much as I want to. I am just too busy when they are not and they are busy when I am not. Not to mention the distance between us creates a huge problem. I am not worried though.
Bobby has become a great man and a great father. It is so scary to look at how he has changed. The other day he rubbed my back and feet. He spends every waking minute with Curtis and I when he isn't at work. I am like a queen around him. It is such a pleasant change. Yes of course I still bitch about him and little things but the past is the past and that isn't who he is anymore. It is amazing what leaving a person will do. It is even more amazing when you see the change in them once they realize how much they really do want to spend their life with you.
My family wants me really to start getting serious about marrying Bobby. This is everyone. Not just one side or one or two people but everyone. They are all so proud of us. I just don't know what has caused so much good fortune to come to me.
I have a son. I am a teenager. Yet, my life seems to be at the greatest point anyone could ever expect it to be. I have so much going for me right now it isn't funny. I work but not enough to have a schedule. I am trying to get another job even though I don't have to. That will add one more thing to my life. Even working couldn't bring me down though because I don't have to work. It is a choice I can make to just bring in more spending cash.
Looking around my house and my home right now I am almost brought to tears. Why do I deserve this? I don't think for the most part I do. I can name so many others who have done so much less evil then I and deserve this happiness.
Chelsea- she has always been there for me, never being evil in any way. I can only hope she is as happy as I am.
Franny- she is the most beautiful person I have ever met. Her soul just radiates from within her and she draws the best of people out.
Stephanie- the life of the party. She always knows how to get people to really think about what is going on.
Erin- the fun and energetic one who seems to always know one way or the other how to combine so many aspects to make you feel really comfortable.
Megan- lol, the little people. So much life and love in one person almost seems impossible. Yet at the same time she is able to do more.
I know I have left out so many people I love and adore. I pray that they have it as great as I do. Now that I am getting sappy I think I will update this damn thing and leave.
Love Katie