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[kat_xoxo_always]

It took me a long time to admit what was right in front of my face. I think that I've admitted it to myself and I can't allow myself to go back on it. It surprises me how some people can remember their feelings and thoughts from years ago. How their opinions of a person then is still how they feel now. I'm not sure if I wish I knew what was going on then because it would have changed a lot that I have gone through, both good and bad. I think I needed the experience. Unfortunately.

I don't know what is going to happen and I'm not sure with whom I'll be able to pour my heart out to.

And I don't get how I can be working so hard on the future when the present is on the backburner. I have to work on that. Maybe I should write a list...