I miss you, Cameron
Listening to Joel's radio station. I'm sitting here and thinking, marveling at the drunken floaty feeling I've had for the last 2 days, since the pain has stopped.I guess I do have Mono, cause all I feel like doing is sleeping. For a laugh, I attempt to "liquid" to the music. My arms seem to weigh a ton.
"So now you can make a delicious, healthy and smart choice. Maine Lobster!" -haha.
Apparently Joel-o LOVES this commercial. haha, dork.
Haha...I just heard Cameron and Joel arguing with each other, on air. Man. I miss them both.
Cameron is trying to get Joel a date right now..."First caller who calls in when they hear a song by Spoon wins a date with Joel Usher!" Oh boy =)
My eyes are puffy and swollen from excessive sleep(5 naps so far) and crying. Thats all I did all day. It's not like you think tho. I bought some very sad books today, and when I wasn't asleep I was reading them...Nothing like a few good crys, and reading about the healing power of love. Far and away, the thing I love most about life is romance. Movies, books, other couples, in my own life. I'm a really huge sap. Love is the only thing I really have faith in. The world is a beautiful place, and love makes it more so. The things around me are more vibrant, smells more fragrant and evocative. I look at random strangers differently, I wonder what makes them feel as though their lives are worth living. I wish for money so I could bestow a thousand gifts apon people. I examine the clothes I wear and run my hands over them, savoring the textures, drinking in the sensations. I'm actually enjoying being alone these days. Just sitting alone, reading a book, mussing my hair with my hands, thinking about the future. Rather odd, but I've been thinking of a career in nursing lately. Lots of reasons why. Wonder whats required, school wise. Need to look into that. I miss my friends, even as I'm glad to have the chance to be alone. Looks like I will get to go out for Spring Break. Any parties happening?
Ok, time to stop writing and just listen. Night.
"So now you can make a delicious, healthy and smart choice. Maine Lobster!" -haha.
Apparently Joel-o LOVES this commercial. haha, dork.
Haha...I just heard Cameron and Joel arguing with each other, on air. Man. I miss them both.
Cameron is trying to get Joel a date right now..."First caller who calls in when they hear a song by Spoon wins a date with Joel Usher!" Oh boy =)
My eyes are puffy and swollen from excessive sleep(5 naps so far) and crying. Thats all I did all day. It's not like you think tho. I bought some very sad books today, and when I wasn't asleep I was reading them...Nothing like a few good crys, and reading about the healing power of love. Far and away, the thing I love most about life is romance. Movies, books, other couples, in my own life. I'm a really huge sap. Love is the only thing I really have faith in. The world is a beautiful place, and love makes it more so. The things around me are more vibrant, smells more fragrant and evocative. I look at random strangers differently, I wonder what makes them feel as though their lives are worth living. I wish for money so I could bestow a thousand gifts apon people. I examine the clothes I wear and run my hands over them, savoring the textures, drinking in the sensations. I'm actually enjoying being alone these days. Just sitting alone, reading a book, mussing my hair with my hands, thinking about the future. Rather odd, but I've been thinking of a career in nursing lately. Lots of reasons why. Wonder whats required, school wise. Need to look into that. I miss my friends, even as I'm glad to have the chance to be alone. Looks like I will get to go out for Spring Break. Any parties happening?
Ok, time to stop writing and just listen. Night.