Life
It seems like the whole world is agains me. Like everyone had a meeting to decide how to screw me over and they decided that this was the week...well more like year. Nothing has really gone my way this whole year. Life just decided "lets make her want to die" I got a ticket a few days ago. Things with Dave are pretty much dead and after the counseling session I had with him I was the lowest I've been in...ever.I decided, it can't get worse. I have to be at work at 6 so I better relax and try to get some sleep tonight. I made a bath with Epsom salts in it and relaxed for a while, then I put on my silk PJ's and decided to watch a movie before heading off to bed. Well the movie was almost over when Thor and Renee came in and said "Oh!!" We thought you weren't here. You're cars not outside." Yep. They towed my fucking car. What the hell!!! Life is glorious.On top of that I've been borrowing my moms car because mine is broken. I couldn't get it out myself I had to have the registered owner there. Everyday is a new surprise to make me feel worse and I don't know how much longer I can take this. THis morning a guy on highway 2 tried to run me into oncoming traffic. I should have let him. I'm tired of dealing with this life. It's useless. There is no hope. I will never win.