Hate
Not a word to be taken lightly. I hate David so much. He told me he would marry me. He told me he wanted kids with me. He promised me forever, Forever was a lot shorter than expected. He told me to go to a womens shelter because I had no where else to go. Does he have any idea what the hell he's talking about?! I've never been so insulted in my life. I hate him with every fiber of my body.
I told him I didn't get my hopes up when he said he wanted to work on things. I just wanted to look like he couldn't hurt me anymore. He crushed me again. How many times can he change his mind and come back and leave?I have emotions and I think he just wants to see how many times he can make me cry.
I have 20 days to figure out where to go even though he's the one who wanted to stay here. In this stupid expensive place. He won't help me with one more month here. He wanted this place and now he ditches me with no where to go and he doesn't even have to pay rent he's at his dads. He told me he wanted to be friends after we broke up. He's lied so much lately. He's lied about everything and conveniently forgets the way that things went. Everything is my fault now. I will never forgive him for treating me the way he has the past two weeks. Never!!
I never want to see his lying face again.
I told him I didn't get my hopes up when he said he wanted to work on things. I just wanted to look like he couldn't hurt me anymore. He crushed me again. How many times can he change his mind and come back and leave?I have emotions and I think he just wants to see how many times he can make me cry.
I have 20 days to figure out where to go even though he's the one who wanted to stay here. In this stupid expensive place. He won't help me with one more month here. He wanted this place and now he ditches me with no where to go and he doesn't even have to pay rent he's at his dads. He told me he wanted to be friends after we broke up. He's lied so much lately. He's lied about everything and conveniently forgets the way that things went. Everything is my fault now. I will never forgive him for treating me the way he has the past two weeks. Never!!
I never want to see his lying face again.