ive never been so happy...
i cannot believe half the things...
would i have chosen things to be EXACTLY like this.. maybe not.. but its good either way.
im just really happy i left you in the past and i started a really great life.. i just think sometimes how horrible my life would be if i didnt..
but this is my future now... its only the beginning.. (i have to tell myself that)
yesterday i blacked out and fainted.. i fell onto the ground and my co-worker had to pick me up and carry me to a nearby bench. my face was pure white and i was sweating profusely.. my manager said i had to go home.. (oh darn...,right?)
i guess my body isnt getting enough nutrients..
i guess thats what happens when youre going to be a mommy.
would i have chosen things to be EXACTLY like this.. maybe not.. but its good either way.
im just really happy i left you in the past and i started a really great life.. i just think sometimes how horrible my life would be if i didnt..
but this is my future now... its only the beginning.. (i have to tell myself that)
yesterday i blacked out and fainted.. i fell onto the ground and my co-worker had to pick me up and carry me to a nearby bench. my face was pure white and i was sweating profusely.. my manager said i had to go home.. (oh darn...,right?)
i guess my body isnt getting enough nutrients..
i guess thats what happens when youre going to be a mommy.