Nov 26, 2007 00:15
it all happens so fast.. its hard to keep up.
/the times are a changin.
i wanted so hard to believe. maybe i thought if i believe.. if i truly believed.. it would be true or eventually be true. in the end, i found out all the truths but the ones i wanted.
i work. now, i can go somewhere and be someone else for 8 hours. its nice. it's like ive trained myself to have good days.. at least for those 8 hours. i laugh. i make people laugh. i make money.
why do i always have to be the bigger person?
you asked me to dinner.. like im a big deal. you look at me like im pretty damn great. when really, i just feel shy and awkward.
relief.. thats all i want. and to be happy.
i dont know how to do this all over again.... leo.
on this lonely road we are on...