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why do i keep doing this....i need to stop freaking out, i really need to stop freaking out...first i feel sick then i freak out because i feel sick which makes me feel even more sick and the only way to stop thinking about everything is to deny it but denying things isnt gonna make them go away. i wish i would stop freaking out, i wish i could stop thinking, i wish i could stop shaking, i just want it to go away, i wish things had never happened. why the hell am i so fucking stupid. i dont know what to do...i feel like crawling into a hole to die right now