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lately things have been pretty laid back, i got alot off my chest i suppose and im feelin good about things, why is it that i always am friends wiht liars or thieves? i dont get it, but i hate it. so yesturday i had a fallout with my mom and i dont know what to think of that situation anymore. i hate him. so my mom bought my smokes yesturday too, its was the strangest thing ever!!!!!!! but she said shed never do it again. but maybe ill get her to sometime again. dennys lastnight with maxx and joe and aaron, i mean there were more people there but those were the ones sitting close, the other ones left pretty quick, thats ok though. i havent done anything really these past weeks, so you wanna hangout???? cuase i think we should even though we never talk or whatnot we should still hangout! ive realized something these past days aswell, people arent always who or what you think they are, you wouldnt believe what some people would do to you. its amazing.
to that one boy: i was talking to peopel last night and i came over something, im over what a jerk you are, and what you did. your not worth it. not worth trying to understand. we are friends, it will remain that way forever. hopefully itll be even that. but you gotta understand that you are infact to immature for alot of the actions you do, i may have said some cruel things, but you gotta face reality, not drama. and im sorry for your ways in thinking, i never hated you, just hated the fact of not understanding you. i guess its better that way though. but remember this, when everyone else has abandoned you, when your moment of being everyones favortite, whens it over and you got nothing left, ill still be here for you. you call everyone your best friend, i beg to differ that im a best friend, to me im more than that, for in certain situations im still here. i love you as a person, i just wish you could see that. so if you ever need anything im here for you, i miss what we used to be, before we ruined it. i guess we could and need to just learn from our mistakes. later you.
i wish i had more to do with myself then nothing. ♥
to that one boy: i was talking to peopel last night and i came over something, im over what a jerk you are, and what you did. your not worth it. not worth trying to understand. we are friends, it will remain that way forever. hopefully itll be even that. but you gotta understand that you are infact to immature for alot of the actions you do, i may have said some cruel things, but you gotta face reality, not drama. and im sorry for your ways in thinking, i never hated you, just hated the fact of not understanding you. i guess its better that way though. but remember this, when everyone else has abandoned you, when your moment of being everyones favortite, whens it over and you got nothing left, ill still be here for you. you call everyone your best friend, i beg to differ that im a best friend, to me im more than that, for in certain situations im still here. i love you as a person, i just wish you could see that. so if you ever need anything im here for you, i miss what we used to be, before we ruined it. i guess we could and need to just learn from our mistakes. later you.
i wish i had more to do with myself then nothing. ♥