Feeling Old
Talks of moving out and dating making me feel like I'm not 18 anymore... I keep going "I'm gonna be 21 soon! I can't live with my parents forever!"
I never feel older than 18... It's wierd.
Mel is trying to set me up with this guy named Jason. She says I need to go out with someone fun for a bit. I agree. He seems good on paper, but I'm not sure if I'm attracted to him... still I only met him for about 1/2 an hour, and it was with a groop so... We'll see. I'm not into jumping into a relationship right now, but dating could be cool.
Yesterday when I was doing a Reading the cards "Sylvanius" (The Steward) and "He of the Fiery Sword" jumped out. I've had both those cards in readings about my love life before. I'm not sure what it means... My co-worker Gordon (for whom I was doing the Reading) thinks it means that the Fae are trying to protect me or warn me about a guy, but I don't know who. Alex? Kevin? Paul? Jason? Sylvanius, to jog your memory is the one with the guy holding the mask over the Goddess (or shining woman faerie) with the guy sitting with a sword on the other side.
I gave Paul's necklace to Kevin to give to Paul if he sees him. Kevin tried to give it to Rashi (who sees Paul most often) but Rashi went "No way! I'm not getting involved!" Pussy.
Mel keeps saying "Paul is a brute!" I think it's one parts true and one parts because she loves me.
Fred and I have started seriously talking about moving out this summer. Mom and Dad think we should do a summer test run, see if we can make it through the summer kinda thing and go from there. Fred is getting a bit sick of her family, she feels like her mom is keeping her there. Both of us only wanna move out with eachother so I'll pretty much move out when she does. I'm not sick of MY family, but like I told my mom: If moving out is what's going to keep me from hating my family (I have vivid memories of my sister having horrid fights with my parents at this age) then that's what I'm gonna do. I'd rather love them from a far then be annoyed with them up close. Besides, like I said, "I'm gonna be 21 soon, I can;t live with my parents forever!"
I never feel older than 18... It's wierd.
Mel is trying to set me up with this guy named Jason. She says I need to go out with someone fun for a bit. I agree. He seems good on paper, but I'm not sure if I'm attracted to him... still I only met him for about 1/2 an hour, and it was with a groop so... We'll see. I'm not into jumping into a relationship right now, but dating could be cool.
Yesterday when I was doing a Reading the cards "Sylvanius" (The Steward) and "He of the Fiery Sword" jumped out. I've had both those cards in readings about my love life before. I'm not sure what it means... My co-worker Gordon (for whom I was doing the Reading) thinks it means that the Fae are trying to protect me or warn me about a guy, but I don't know who. Alex? Kevin? Paul? Jason? Sylvanius, to jog your memory is the one with the guy holding the mask over the Goddess (or shining woman faerie) with the guy sitting with a sword on the other side.
I gave Paul's necklace to Kevin to give to Paul if he sees him. Kevin tried to give it to Rashi (who sees Paul most often) but Rashi went "No way! I'm not getting involved!" Pussy.
Mel keeps saying "Paul is a brute!" I think it's one parts true and one parts because she loves me.
Fred and I have started seriously talking about moving out this summer. Mom and Dad think we should do a summer test run, see if we can make it through the summer kinda thing and go from there. Fred is getting a bit sick of her family, she feels like her mom is keeping her there. Both of us only wanna move out with eachother so I'll pretty much move out when she does. I'm not sick of MY family, but like I told my mom: If moving out is what's going to keep me from hating my family (I have vivid memories of my sister having horrid fights with my parents at this age) then that's what I'm gonna do. I'd rather love them from a far then be annoyed with them up close. Besides, like I said, "I'm gonna be 21 soon, I can;t live with my parents forever!"