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i have fallen off the face of the earth this past weekend.
my opa has been moved to icu and that chance of him getting out of the hospital alive is slim to none.ive been staying the night there and i'm sorry but my phone is completely broken and dead and i havent talked to anyone and i havent been there for anyone whos needed it [if theyve needed it] and im really sorry. im having a hard time dealing with all of this and im not keeping in touch with any of my friends and i hate that so much.i want you guys to call me and make me make plans with you because im too stressed out and upset to do it all myself.i love you all and if you want to do something,let me know. im tired of sitting around being sad about everything because its not healthy.
we got a new kitten and we're getting a new one today so that should help alot.
buddy took me to the lakehouse to get my mind off of things and that worked for alittle while but as soon as i got home my mom was being a bitch and the house is a mess and i dont want to fucking pick up anymore.im not doing it because if im the only one who cares then who gives a fuck if i just quit too? exactly,no one.
soooooo.message me,comment me,post to me.dont call me because you wont talk to me that way until i get a new phone,sorry lovlies.
my opa has been moved to icu and that chance of him getting out of the hospital alive is slim to none.ive been staying the night there and i'm sorry but my phone is completely broken and dead and i havent talked to anyone and i havent been there for anyone whos needed it [if theyve needed it] and im really sorry. im having a hard time dealing with all of this and im not keeping in touch with any of my friends and i hate that so much.i want you guys to call me and make me make plans with you because im too stressed out and upset to do it all myself.i love you all and if you want to do something,let me know. im tired of sitting around being sad about everything because its not healthy.
we got a new kitten and we're getting a new one today so that should help alot.
buddy took me to the lakehouse to get my mind off of things and that worked for alittle while but as soon as i got home my mom was being a bitch and the house is a mess and i dont want to fucking pick up anymore.im not doing it because if im the only one who cares then who gives a fuck if i just quit too? exactly,no one.
soooooo.message me,comment me,post to me.dont call me because you wont talk to me that way until i get a new phone,sorry lovlies.