Jul 19, 2005 16:19
So i haven't posted in a really really long time. I think I have just been stressed out. I have come to realize that I bring that stress on myself. I make up stress and worry over nothing. I don't really know how to fix this problem but im sure it has a name. I don't think its for attention, because my friends don't really put up with it, they just turn their backs on it. I am also pondering what it means to not depend on others for your own happiness because that sounds like a wonderful thing, just picture it: if you didn't depend on others for your happiness then you would always make yourself happy right? I just don't know how that works. maybe one day I will.
- love, kitty