Nightmares, Puppy, and Reflection
Gah!
I had this nightmare Friday night and I want to write it down so I can remember it haha.
"So I'm in my room and I'm trying to fall asleep when I see this figure near the foot of my bed wearing a white hockey mask. He raises up his arm and starts stabbing my legs with a thin needle type. I start screaming and try to get him to stop. He's yelling "shut up!" I finally get up and push him off. I start to run outside in my PJs cuz I knew no one was at home. I don't know where to go cuz I know he's chasing me and he's close behind. I go next door to the neighbor's house to try to get some help. They're eating breakfast, with I'm guessing, their grandaughter. They see my bleeding legs and try to get me to calm down. But I'm yelling, "We have to call 911, he's outside!". The next thing I knew, he was right outside their glass sliding door.
"So I'm like gaah shit! So I say, "We have to leave. He got into my house, so I know he can get over here." So the grandfather and grandaughter leave with me, but the grandmother wants to stay behind, and she does. So the three of us leave the house, running away from the stabber guy. We run down the hill from our street and try to hail someone so they can help us. The stabber guy is right behind us but we manage to get on a brown van with the stabber guy trying to stab me.
"The next thing I knew was that I was in a movie theatre hiding...There were a bunch of kids around and I decided to sit near them because it was a public place. But there was this one kid that kept looking at me and my semi-bleeding legs, which were for some reason, filled with push-pins and thumbtacs where the guy had stabbed me. It's not like the kid looked surpised, it was like the kid was like, "I know".
The next thing I knew was that I was with my sister, and I told her what happened. She picked me up from the theatre. We sit outside on the benches discussing what happened. Just then, I see the kid that was looking at me in the theater walk by with his family. He had a big sister and a big brother. When they passed, the big brother looked at us, and more at my sister. The kid was like "c'mon", and the brother was like, "I'm coming". When I heard his voice, I was like oh no....
It was the stabber guy!!!!
"But he didn't seem to go after me or my sister. It was really scary. The next thing I knew was that I was having this 'Victorian-esque' dinner at my great-aunt's place. Eliza and Holly were there for some reason. This guy in front of me (I knew it was someone I knew but now that I think of it, I can't remember the face of the guy) kept using these weird pick-up lines from the Victorian period. I look at Eliza, and she starts saying quotes from 'Pride and Prejudice', saying it to the guy in front of me, hinting him to back off. Holly then starts to quote 'Pride and Prejudice' and she's all the way on the other side of the room.
"Then Colin Firth comes up to me as Kris starts playing the piano. My great-aunt then calls me, and I'm disappointed cuz I wanted to talk to Colin Firth. She tells me that she needs my help because there was a noise downstairs and she thinks someone came in. I'm scared out of my wits because I'm thinking it's the stabber guy. My aunt hands me a toy gun. I'm thinking, "what the heck will this do". But I go anywayz. We pass a bunch of kids playing XBox. We look around, and there's no one there.
"That night, I'm like pleading with my mom to put a lock on my door. But my mom's like, "You don't need a lock. You already have a lock on your doorknob!" And I was like, "Hello, the stabber guy got in that way and I got stabbed in the legs!" But then she's like, "No, I don't believe you." Gaaah!
"So apparently I fall asleep that night and I die.
Yeah
"I can tell I was dead but I could still see what was happening. My sister and my dad went to the morgue to identify my body, but it wasn't my face, but it was me. Yeah the body on the table didn't look like me, but it was me. Anywayz, they identified the body and they looked at my legs. They were still healing and some push-pins and thumbtacs were still in the wounds. And the people were like, "OMG she was telling the truth".
So yeah that was my nightmare.
I wonder if there's any significance in that dream...
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In other news, WE GOT A PUPPY!
Meet Queen "Annie" Castro!
Me and Annie!
Newest addition to the family!
Yay! I spent the whole day today taking care of her. Yes, I'm quite tired.
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I think it's time for some reflection. I should do it now before I forget about it.
I think 2005 was a really good year for me. I'm sad to see it go. I've made a lot more friends this year, and reconnected with a lot of other ones.
It was a chapter making year. I graduated, I started college, I turned 18, I got my license...
Now, I can say, "10 years ago..." and I'll remember something. I don't like that. It makes me feel old and such. Kids I knew way back when are growin up. It's crazy. People I know are havin' babies...It's crazy!
I babysit for a lot of kids, and I'm thinking "Gosh, they don't have to worry about I worry about now. They're so carefree. This kid, David, laughed at me for 5 minutes because I was making faces. If I did that to 'adults', they'd be like..."what was the point of that?"
But anywayz, 2005 is over and 2006 has just begun. I can't wait to see what's in store.
...in 2007 I'll be 20....EWWWWWWWWWW!