Summer Is Here
So school is done for the summer. Honestly as stressful as school is I would rather be in school right now. I guess it's not really that i like school it's that im not living at home. I hate it!
I'm looking for a job... cause my work was a bunch of assholes and decided not to tell me until Tuesday that I should look somewhere else because they are "downsizing". It's all a bunch of bullshit if you want my opinion.
I went to Cleavland, OH with my dad today. We had a good time!
So my biggest challenge of the summer is being without Nick. Let me tell you it is hard! Just thinking about it makes it worse. Really I just want to be able to drive to see him whenever i want. Actually i just want to start my life with him... But lets face it i have some college to finish and some finding of myself before that can happen. I also need some money (which i'm greatly lacking).
So how do you know when you love someone? I think there are multiple unified answers to this question. I think it's something you feel... Your heart pounds and you get buterflies thinking about them. You have this connection... Even if there are a lot of differences. Everytime you look at them you find them even more attractive then you did the time before. They can look their worst (morning hair, breath, make-up smeared, etc) yet they are still the most beautiful/handsome person you know. You are willing to attempt to move mountains if not continents to make them happy. You want to share everything about them with everyone.
How do you know when someone love you? I really don't know the answer to this... I guess it is just a matter of trust and faith. Hoping that they do, feel, and say all the above about you as well.
I'm reminicing on my relationship... I know there are a lot of things i can never forget.
The first time we met. The first time we kissed and the offical kiss. The first time you came to visit me. The first time we said i love you. The first time we made love. The first time i looked at you and realized this is the kind of man i want to spend the rest of my life with, hoping you would never change (which i doubt you ever will).
Well I think it is time for me to go to bed... More resume dropping off tomorrow and organizing my crap from school.
I love you Nicolas!
I'm looking for a job... cause my work was a bunch of assholes and decided not to tell me until Tuesday that I should look somewhere else because they are "downsizing". It's all a bunch of bullshit if you want my opinion.
I went to Cleavland, OH with my dad today. We had a good time!
So my biggest challenge of the summer is being without Nick. Let me tell you it is hard! Just thinking about it makes it worse. Really I just want to be able to drive to see him whenever i want. Actually i just want to start my life with him... But lets face it i have some college to finish and some finding of myself before that can happen. I also need some money (which i'm greatly lacking).
So how do you know when you love someone? I think there are multiple unified answers to this question. I think it's something you feel... Your heart pounds and you get buterflies thinking about them. You have this connection... Even if there are a lot of differences. Everytime you look at them you find them even more attractive then you did the time before. They can look their worst (morning hair, breath, make-up smeared, etc) yet they are still the most beautiful/handsome person you know. You are willing to attempt to move mountains if not continents to make them happy. You want to share everything about them with everyone.
How do you know when someone love you? I really don't know the answer to this... I guess it is just a matter of trust and faith. Hoping that they do, feel, and say all the above about you as well.
I'm reminicing on my relationship... I know there are a lot of things i can never forget.
The first time we met. The first time we kissed and the offical kiss. The first time you came to visit me. The first time we said i love you. The first time we made love. The first time i looked at you and realized this is the kind of man i want to spend the rest of my life with, hoping you would never change (which i doubt you ever will).
Well I think it is time for me to go to bed... More resume dropping off tomorrow and organizing my crap from school.
I love you Nicolas!