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Oct 07, 2005 23:36

Decatur High School is now 7-0!! yay!!! We're doing sooo good, and it makes me incredibly happy!! Nothing is better than having your team win every game!! Go Raiders!! I'm proud of all you football players!

The PSAT is coming up and i'm extremely stressed out about it. I'm not allowed to go anywhere during the day until Wednesday because i have to study for it and, it's so important to my mommy. It's hard to live up to my family's acedemic acheivements.. i'm the dumbest on in my family, and it sucks. My daddy was valedictorian of his class, my mom was salutitorian of her class and valedictorian of her college class, and my sister was 4th and got a good score on her ACT(she wouldn't want me to say what it is). I'm not as naturally smart as them so i have to work really hard at it. There's no way i can get the National Merit Scholarship i know, but it would be awesome to get it. Oh... this reminds me of a story... my freshmen year at the orientation, my mommy introduced me to my sister's old counselor, Mrs. Davis(i think), and Mrs. Davis was like oohh so this is the new one, and my mommy said yeah but she's not like her sister. I don't think she meant to say it like that, but it really upset me. Oh well.

I'm having the hardest time deciding where i want to go to college. It's between Samford, Alabama, Auburn, or Ole Miss. I used to really wanna go to Vanderbilt, but it's an unrealistic goal. Too expensive. There are different reasons why i want to go and don't want to go to each one though. ugghhh! It's stressing me out! And i need to do really well on the ACT, which is extremely hard. The science and reading killed me! I've got to work on it!

I have never heard a school so quiet in my life. Walking down the halls today was just plain depressing....there were people crying everywhere, and if you know me, you know that i cry when i see other ppl cry no matter who it is or why. I'm weird. So i ended up crying all day, and i felt really stupid b/c i didn't even know him. I'm sure his friends were like, "oh my gosh! she didn't even know him!" but i really didn't mean to cry. My lunch table started talking about it, and it really got to me. Sometimes we talk about what we would do if one of our friends died, and his death made it much more realistic to me. Anyone of my friends could die at any second, and that's really scary to me. My friends are truly one of the most important things in my life, and i don't know what i would do if one of them died. This has been a hard day.
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