Jun 29, 2005 19:08
lately it's been very odd in my mind. many times when i try to sleep or i doze i keep having anxiety attacks or sometimes i wake up and think "what i can't get married! i'm young." ( i think my subconscious thinks i'm twelve.) yeah and everytime i think about it i stress out because my parents don't know and i have no idea how they will deal with it. sometimes i wish that they would just accept that i will be getting married before i get out of college. i mean i've been dating kyle for 3 years almost. yeah . anyways. just thought i'd throw out my little frustration.
try to be happy, try to be happy.