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So I'm playing my games..minding my own business when I get a call. I look at the ID on my cell and say hey shes calling me for once! I called her last week and she was still at work...she said "going to see Lord of the Rings with my parents, mom hasent seen it yet...I'll call when I get out." I knew this was not true as the movie itself is 3 hours long and it was 9 when i called her. She knows I hate it when people dont call back but i figured maybe tomorrow since it will be really late. This isnt really relevent to the story but still...a little more insight. She doesent call. I'm not surprised. That was last sunday. So I finally get a call from her Friday night, but she askes me to come get her from a bar..shes too drunk. Before I could even say anything ( and I would have agreed anyway) she tells me not to bring my truck because she does not like to ride in it. I'm thinking....isnt that better than fucking walking? get one of your friends whos with you to take you then bitch. Well I didnt say that. I wish I had. I did say that i would not simply call someone else at 10pm to come get me simply because she doenst like my truck. I figured shes drunk..naturally shes going to be fucking stupid. She hangs up after telling me nevermind since I wont do it HER way then 10 mins later i get a call from her again, though this time its her friend with her on her cell saying come get her. I said no problem, im taking my truck. She was a bit smarter and said yea go ahead it dosent matter she just needs to go home. So I show up...25 min drive or so across townand shes there having fun as i expected. I sit next to her and all waiting for her to get done.
Of course shes clinging to me, wanting someone to make out with as she is drunk and all and she likes it because it makes her look important or something...I dont know..its not because she was simply horney...it never is. So I basically refuse...naturally I would do so where any other guy would jump into her pants..I know her too well even -I- would regret it because I know she would. She askes me to get a coke for her...i dont mind...she makes me say please when I want her to get me something..which i too dont mind as she is right i never say please cause I was never in a position to say something so nice to assholes i know. She refuses because I like having a relationship either lover or friend purely equal. if I say it she says it. I dont see a foul in that. Well she seems to be too good to say please to me so i dont get her shit. Natrually I am an asshole for this. about 20 mins later i decide might as well get her some water or something since i was getting up to get a drink myself. I wanted a coke and i just grabbed her a water. So I take it to her and she smiles and all...atleast she was greatful..kinda..and drinks it as she moved to the otherside ot the bar table thing to her friend where i am left alone on my own side. She and her friend did ask if I was ok and all so atleast it make it seem like they cared. I sit there waiting on her..(I figured she was drinking water to sober heself up or something) then I start to wonder why I actually left the house in the first place. So she turns atround and askes for another water...again no please, but this time i was like whatever i wanted a water myself so i get one. Her and her friends find a table to sit at and invite me over as they are all hanging out...and im still wondergin why the hell I was there still and not taking her home. About 45 minutes later I say fuck this...lean over and tell her im leaving...I get up and she simply says bye.
OK...what was wrong here? She has a problem with attention. She does not go ANYWHERE unless the PLANNER of any event invites her. not even if someone whos throwng the party gives everyone permission to invite their own friends its not good enough for her. Of course I dont get phone call the next day for wasting my time and telling everyone I was an asshole when she was the one who drug me out across town to do absolutely nothing. Anything she does not like that I do (everything) I am an asshole for. Anything she does that mimics my behavior is easily explainable. I have half a mind to state straight out to anyone I ever date that they should let me do all the talking..all the thinking as I seem to be the only one who know how to be a "true" friend...even to my own lover. That behavior is bullshit and If I catch anyone..ANYONE I know doing it to me in any way shape or form, I will forget any ties I have with you and consider you an enemy. It is not a good thing to have such a status with me...I have a band of "punk ass freaks" looking for any sort of vilolence they can get their hands on a phone call away. Hell my best friend of 11 years told me if anyone I know needs a beating he will bring everyone of his drug dealing friends he knows. Not to mention myself. I am a very resourceful person. VERY resourceful. If you have ANY doubt you might ever fuck me over in ANY way, you better leave now before it happens. I am through with this high school bullshit. People like this make me want to move out of this country even more so than I want now. She has been fed "you're special" shit all her life and some reason still believes it. She has no mind of her own..only wishes to make herself look good for others as 95% of everyone ive ever met does.
My mom keeps telling me to get a job that makes me travel or some place that is away from here...see the world or something. She says I have nothing keeping me here. Every day that passes makes her more right it seems.
Naturally I will get a revenge on this girl. I dont think shes AS stupid as my last before her, so what I did last time wont work. I will try it anyway and see.
For those of you who are curious lets just say I destroyed my last ex girlfriend before her mentally and emotionally. One of her friends told me she Started going to church and started taking anti depressants after I got through with her. Others say it had nothing to do with me. Not from what my info tells me. It only lasted 2 years though..pity she seems normal again now.
So I'm playing my games..minding my own business when I get a call. I look at the ID on my cell and say hey shes calling me for once! I called her last week and she was still at work...she said "going to see Lord of the Rings with my parents, mom hasent seen it yet...I'll call when I get out." I knew this was not true as the movie itself is 3 hours long and it was 9 when i called her. She knows I hate it when people dont call back but i figured maybe tomorrow since it will be really late. This isnt really relevent to the story but still...a little more insight. She doesent call. I'm not surprised. That was last sunday. So I finally get a call from her Friday night, but she askes me to come get her from a bar..shes too drunk. Before I could even say anything ( and I would have agreed anyway) she tells me not to bring my truck because she does not like to ride in it. I'm thinking....isnt that better than fucking walking? get one of your friends whos with you to take you then bitch. Well I didnt say that. I wish I had. I did say that i would not simply call someone else at 10pm to come get me simply because she doenst like my truck. I figured shes drunk..naturally shes going to be fucking stupid. She hangs up after telling me nevermind since I wont do it HER way then 10 mins later i get a call from her again, though this time its her friend with her on her cell saying come get her. I said no problem, im taking my truck. She was a bit smarter and said yea go ahead it dosent matter she just needs to go home. So I show up...25 min drive or so across townand shes there having fun as i expected. I sit next to her and all waiting for her to get done.
Of course shes clinging to me, wanting someone to make out with as she is drunk and all and she likes it because it makes her look important or something...I dont know..its not because she was simply horney...it never is. So I basically refuse...naturally I would do so where any other guy would jump into her pants..I know her too well even -I- would regret it because I know she would. She askes me to get a coke for her...i dont mind...she makes me say please when I want her to get me something..which i too dont mind as she is right i never say please cause I was never in a position to say something so nice to assholes i know. She refuses because I like having a relationship either lover or friend purely equal. if I say it she says it. I dont see a foul in that. Well she seems to be too good to say please to me so i dont get her shit. Natrually I am an asshole for this. about 20 mins later i decide might as well get her some water or something since i was getting up to get a drink myself. I wanted a coke and i just grabbed her a water. So I take it to her and she smiles and all...atleast she was greatful..kinda..and drinks it as she moved to the otherside ot the bar table thing to her friend where i am left alone on my own side. She and her friend did ask if I was ok and all so atleast it make it seem like they cared. I sit there waiting on her..(I figured she was drinking water to sober heself up or something) then I start to wonder why I actually left the house in the first place. So she turns atround and askes for another water...again no please, but this time i was like whatever i wanted a water myself so i get one. Her and her friends find a table to sit at and invite me over as they are all hanging out...and im still wondergin why the hell I was there still and not taking her home. About 45 minutes later I say fuck this...lean over and tell her im leaving...I get up and she simply says bye.
OK...what was wrong here? She has a problem with attention. She does not go ANYWHERE unless the PLANNER of any event invites her. not even if someone whos throwng the party gives everyone permission to invite their own friends its not good enough for her. Of course I dont get phone call the next day for wasting my time and telling everyone I was an asshole when she was the one who drug me out across town to do absolutely nothing. Anything she does not like that I do (everything) I am an asshole for. Anything she does that mimics my behavior is easily explainable. I have half a mind to state straight out to anyone I ever date that they should let me do all the talking..all the thinking as I seem to be the only one who know how to be a "true" friend...even to my own lover. That behavior is bullshit and If I catch anyone..ANYONE I know doing it to me in any way shape or form, I will forget any ties I have with you and consider you an enemy. It is not a good thing to have such a status with me...I have a band of "punk ass freaks" looking for any sort of vilolence they can get their hands on a phone call away. Hell my best friend of 11 years told me if anyone I know needs a beating he will bring everyone of his drug dealing friends he knows. Not to mention myself. I am a very resourceful person. VERY resourceful. If you have ANY doubt you might ever fuck me over in ANY way, you better leave now before it happens. I am through with this high school bullshit. People like this make me want to move out of this country even more so than I want now. She has been fed "you're special" shit all her life and some reason still believes it. She has no mind of her own..only wishes to make herself look good for others as 95% of everyone ive ever met does.
My mom keeps telling me to get a job that makes me travel or some place that is away from here...see the world or something. She says I have nothing keeping me here. Every day that passes makes her more right it seems.
Naturally I will get a revenge on this girl. I dont think shes AS stupid as my last before her, so what I did last time wont work. I will try it anyway and see.
For those of you who are curious lets just say I destroyed my last ex girlfriend before her mentally and emotionally. One of her friends told me she Started going to church and started taking anti depressants after I got through with her. Others say it had nothing to do with me. Not from what my info tells me. It only lasted 2 years though..pity she seems normal again now.