Wednsday
So what are you guys doing for New Years? I may call a school friend of mine and go use that cash I gained to get wasted. Nothing like Christmas money to forget your New Years. I cant wait actually until January then I can actually have a "fresh start" on looking for a damn job. I am trying to stay away from moving away frmo this area but if the money is good enough I would leave. I have almost nothing left here. I am tired of my mom...she suddenly gets this idea in her head she can come into my room and simply just tell me to do shit. Sorry that dont work on me. Should have programmed me to follow orders when i was 5. She said something like "after you clean the pool tomorrow you need to vacuum." I should have said something like after you do the dishes you need to make this place less of a pigs sty like it always fucking is. She never once did this shit to me before. I think shes actually becomming insane or Sinial...or how you spell it...after all like I knew she would. She tries that shit on me when I move out ill change my fucking phone number and make sure she doesn't know my address. Yes I am heartless even to her, especially if she pulls this suddenly you do as your told bullshit. Its always been just do what you need to do, always had my privicy. Shit I would be happy with just living alone, knowing none of my neighbors, and only going to work and comming home. So anyway...as I was saying..what are you guys up to wed?