Whatever

[kassovitz]

I've been neglecting this journal so much. I know that. But so as everyone else and I know that is not an excuse, but can you blame me? I've had so many things in my head lately that it's hard to write them down just as it is hard to asimilate them myself. I feel bad for not making comments around LJ like I used to, so I apologise for that. This year everything has been so bizarre. From a one-night thing with an Irish guy, to a frustrated romance with a Spanish girl. Finally, something beautiful with her. We decided to keep our options open, our relationship open. Now that Pilar comes back to me, I've found myself in a spot I never imagined I would be in, and certainly a spot I don't wish to be in.

I love somebody. But how should I handle it? That's something I'm really not sure of.