Officially
I have, for the seventh time, just quit smoking. I am an asshole with NO will power, and this time, two months before my 30th birthday, I am done and will be done. I have tried to figure out many solutions to make this an easy break. I have considered hypnosis. I have considered going to a resort in Napa Valley for people coming off nicotine. It's very beautiful and spiritual... Yoga every day, support groups, your own villa located in the flush green of beautiful Napa Valley. Right, like that's worth $3,064 dollars. I could go to Europe with that money. I am fucking done. I am fucking done. I am sick of stinking. I am sick of my house smelling like an ashtray. I am sick of what it does to my skin. I am sick of killing myself slowly. I am done. I am done. People please help me, I am so done.