if you only knew
my day sucked..Chloe will be home tomorrow..Misty's b-day on Monday..mine next Saturday..my kittens are so cute now..Miss everyone..I wanna see Misty, Shaina, Christina, Natalie, Cassie, Mark, Brandon, Bryce, Tyler, Chelsea, Christa, Ruthie, Nance-ann, Meagen, and a lot of others...
what is wrong with me..ever since i haved moved..i have been in a state of depression..i try to hide my tears ..not show everyone I am weak..but i have began to wane like a flower does in the dead of winter..i am sick of being fake..i hate how everyone can be so damn judgemental..whats wrong with the way i dress and fix my hair i cant show my face anymore...and again i lay alone..while i hear the voices of my past creep upon me in the night.. it causes me more pain with every breath i take..what should i do??..take the pain.. the horror..or fight my way back to the light?..will this go on forever??..this battle between the likely hood of my futures..will i win or fail..