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Man, I fucked up really bad.
I really like Brandon a lot. Went to the fair with him. Did couple-y things.
Johnathan was at the fair too. Watched us do couple-y things. And now he fucking hates me.
And now I have decide if waiting 5 months for what me and Johnny had, and trying to learn to completely trust him again, and trying to make him forgive me is worth it.
Or if I should just get to know Brandon better. I like him. He's cute and he's really funny, and he's very nice to me. Not a liar. But he's also no Johnny, aaand he lives with his ex gf and has a daughter...which I can see causing too many problems.
I'm an idiot.
I really like Brandon a lot. Went to the fair with him. Did couple-y things.
Johnathan was at the fair too. Watched us do couple-y things. And now he fucking hates me.
And now I have decide if waiting 5 months for what me and Johnny had, and trying to learn to completely trust him again, and trying to make him forgive me is worth it.
Or if I should just get to know Brandon better. I like him. He's cute and he's really funny, and he's very nice to me. Not a liar. But he's also no Johnny, aaand he lives with his ex gf and has a daughter...which I can see causing too many problems.
I'm an idiot.