Alone
No one understands this feeling I try to tell people but no one understands
Too feel alone like you don't belong to anything I tryed to talk to my parents Again Today And well that got me the same place it allways does Hurt Sad Crying For the life of me I cant understand what the hell I have done to them I mean it is your mom and dad you know There supossed to love you no matter what happens There supossed to be the ones to pick you up when your down Help you out when you need a person to talk to well not mine all they ever do is hate me And hurt me I tryed to call to tell them that I am ok And that I dont have cancer But I did'nt even get words out of my mouth this time (You call here again I will have you arrested And I am going to get a restraining oreder against you ) Thank s mom Thank you for all the times I helped you guys out thank s for all the things I did Thanks mom for letting me put you out when you caught fire thank you for being there when I needed a shoulder to cry on thanks for being there when I went to the hospital through all this shit by myself thanks for showing me that I mean nothing at all to you thanks MOM thank you When I was rapped all you said is no I wasnt And you showed me that you cared for me when the pills came from the same person that rapped me MOM She fucking rapped me You know made me do things against my will made me touch her why the fuck cant you love me like you love my brother and sister WHYYYYYYYYYY whyyyyyy the fuck cant you love me I fucking hate you mom and dad I fucking hate you I hope I do ended up dead like you say I have been dead to you for years now You through me away like trash when I was 11 like trash that is all I am to you So this is to you I hate you I never want you to see me Get married have a kid anything You stay way from me I dont need you anymore I made it this far with out you guys I will do just fine I am going to get through college and get married and have a baby and you wont be there to see just like you havent been there to see anything that I have done now Fuck you
Too feel alone like you don't belong to anything I tryed to talk to my parents Again Today And well that got me the same place it allways does Hurt Sad Crying For the life of me I cant understand what the hell I have done to them I mean it is your mom and dad you know There supossed to love you no matter what happens There supossed to be the ones to pick you up when your down Help you out when you need a person to talk to well not mine all they ever do is hate me And hurt me I tryed to call to tell them that I am ok And that I dont have cancer But I did'nt even get words out of my mouth this time (You call here again I will have you arrested And I am going to get a restraining oreder against you ) Thank s mom Thank you for all the times I helped you guys out thank s for all the things I did Thanks mom for letting me put you out when you caught fire thank you for being there when I needed a shoulder to cry on thanks for being there when I went to the hospital through all this shit by myself thanks for showing me that I mean nothing at all to you thanks MOM thank you When I was rapped all you said is no I wasnt And you showed me that you cared for me when the pills came from the same person that rapped me MOM She fucking rapped me You know made me do things against my will made me touch her why the fuck cant you love me like you love my brother and sister WHYYYYYYYYYY whyyyyyy the fuck cant you love me I fucking hate you mom and dad I fucking hate you I hope I do ended up dead like you say I have been dead to you for years now You through me away like trash when I was 11 like trash that is all I am to you So this is to you I hate you I never want you to see me Get married have a kid anything You stay way from me I dont need you anymore I made it this far with out you guys I will do just fine I am going to get through college and get married and have a baby and you wont be there to see just like you havent been there to see anything that I have done now Fuck you