((some times i wish u've never come to live here))
i haven't been writing lately!! AHH!! :)
starting from thrusday (preview nightt!!!) then friday i had OPENING NIGHT!! that was great! then saturday pioneers,show,break,show then sunday show,ypp i did the same last weekend too..
and i am in LOOVE with my secret snowflake <33 haha!!
i am so upset... wen rick put me in the middle of the circle i wanted to curl up and die right there.. i was soo upset that he was really going.. for real.. fo shizzal :(:(:( grrrr... im so sad im crying just saying it.. i wrote him this huge letter in very small print that took up a front and bak of a paper.. it culd of gone on forever if i hadn't been writing it at 2:00 in the morning.. but i think i got my point across! i still hold that letter that he wrote me after oz call backs dear to my heart.. it was sooo ssoooo amazing of him to do that.. i love him so much.. heather beat me too marrying him tho! haha!! well.. it has only just begun! :/ my life is tiring me out!! so im gonna sleep wen i get my chinese and im gonna dream of rick (if all goes well) and im gonna remember him always....
rick.. u are my HERO* (
(and now my friends.. its time to say goodbye))