bored of life
So totaly hate days like this. Those days when you just can't stop the bad stuff from getting to you. Slowly but surely as the day goes on you think more n more about the stuff that annoyes you. I can just tell tonight is gonna end up being a shit evening where i slump infront of the TV watching some true escapism TV, maybe a Lost binge, n smoke a fatty bombatty.
Weird how it happens though as the last 2 weeks have been relatively ok. Same old same old really though did spend far too much time with lysh last week. Was "teaching" Beth last night. I say "teaching" because she had 3 runs n then we started talking n continued to talk for the next 40 minutes before Si came over. As Si was walking over I got her to do 2 more runs n then we just continued to chat for the next hour. Its nice cos Beth is really cool but annoying.
On the Lysh side i havent heard from her since monday. My prediction is that she is going back out with John and if she is then its her funeral really, he hurt her quite a lot n is just going to hurt her again. I liked him but the way he has treated her is just unacceptible. He was up at snowboard club last night n i wasnt rude to him, i just didnt make an effort to go talk to him. I'm sure i'll get all the latest news tomorow from lysh.
I applied for a new job though i doubt I'll get it. Really need something good to happen soon or im gonna go absolutly mad. Anything would do, just something new n exciting. New job or new female interst or even new cool friend, just need something good to happen to me. So far this year has just been stale like a lot of last year.
I'm seeing Deep Purple n Alice Cooper next month which should be cool. Nearly my birthday too, 21. I sooooooooo dont want to be 21. I'd rather be 16/17 again. 2002 n 2003 were great years with so much going on n lots of random things happening.
I got my hair cut n everyone says it looks really good now. Its still long but its been cut down to my shoulders rather than being halfway down my back. It really did need a radical cut as it was getting really difficult to brush n everything.
I'm starting to ponder forming a band. I'm getting to a stage where im actualy semi confidant in playing guitar. I know im not that amazing yet but everyone i've played my new songs to likes them. Kind of going for a cross between Black Sabbath and Deep Purple for my sound. All i need now is a drummer (well ive got one but has no drum kit) a bass player n a vocalist. Ive got a rythem/lead guy who is Boud. What we were thinking is that when Ash Gemma n Boud come over in the summer we are going to have a Jam and that in our band both Boud n I do some lead n some rythem. I think Ash is going to be playing bongos when he comes over and i suppose we could get Gemma on the vocals thatd be pritty cool.
Ohwell, halfterm week should be pritty cool. (27th - 4th). On the the 26th its Bouds birthday so Piss up down at the command house and his band might be playing so extra cool night. On the 28th its the season finali of Lost party/piss up/stone up at ash's. Then my parents n I should be going to the Swan restaurant during the week sometime, (v expensive restaurant my bro works at). On the 3rd (sat) its Deep Purple gig at milton kenes then on the sunday is comunication day which is a work piss up basicly though i prob wont go. I'll prob end up going to see ash instead as he is more fun.
Anyway time to go n rip some guitar riffs out at maximum volume. Watch out neighbours.
Weird how it happens though as the last 2 weeks have been relatively ok. Same old same old really though did spend far too much time with lysh last week. Was "teaching" Beth last night. I say "teaching" because she had 3 runs n then we started talking n continued to talk for the next 40 minutes before Si came over. As Si was walking over I got her to do 2 more runs n then we just continued to chat for the next hour. Its nice cos Beth is really cool but annoying.
On the Lysh side i havent heard from her since monday. My prediction is that she is going back out with John and if she is then its her funeral really, he hurt her quite a lot n is just going to hurt her again. I liked him but the way he has treated her is just unacceptible. He was up at snowboard club last night n i wasnt rude to him, i just didnt make an effort to go talk to him. I'm sure i'll get all the latest news tomorow from lysh.
I applied for a new job though i doubt I'll get it. Really need something good to happen soon or im gonna go absolutly mad. Anything would do, just something new n exciting. New job or new female interst or even new cool friend, just need something good to happen to me. So far this year has just been stale like a lot of last year.
I'm seeing Deep Purple n Alice Cooper next month which should be cool. Nearly my birthday too, 21. I sooooooooo dont want to be 21. I'd rather be 16/17 again. 2002 n 2003 were great years with so much going on n lots of random things happening.
I got my hair cut n everyone says it looks really good now. Its still long but its been cut down to my shoulders rather than being halfway down my back. It really did need a radical cut as it was getting really difficult to brush n everything.
I'm starting to ponder forming a band. I'm getting to a stage where im actualy semi confidant in playing guitar. I know im not that amazing yet but everyone i've played my new songs to likes them. Kind of going for a cross between Black Sabbath and Deep Purple for my sound. All i need now is a drummer (well ive got one but has no drum kit) a bass player n a vocalist. Ive got a rythem/lead guy who is Boud. What we were thinking is that when Ash Gemma n Boud come over in the summer we are going to have a Jam and that in our band both Boud n I do some lead n some rythem. I think Ash is going to be playing bongos when he comes over and i suppose we could get Gemma on the vocals thatd be pritty cool.
Ohwell, halfterm week should be pritty cool. (27th - 4th). On the the 26th its Bouds birthday so Piss up down at the command house and his band might be playing so extra cool night. On the 28th its the season finali of Lost party/piss up/stone up at ash's. Then my parents n I should be going to the Swan restaurant during the week sometime, (v expensive restaurant my bro works at). On the 3rd (sat) its Deep Purple gig at milton kenes then on the sunday is comunication day which is a work piss up basicly though i prob wont go. I'll prob end up going to see ash instead as he is more fun.
Anyway time to go n rip some guitar riffs out at maximum volume. Watch out neighbours.