randomish
Spose I have 3 things to talk about. Firstly is the absolutly amazing new Placebo album "Meds" . I know I dl'd it like 3 months ago, but i only really listend to the first 4 tracks (about a zillion times). Now that Its finally been released on CD ive gotten round to listening to it all and lets just say its the best album they've ever made! 20 Years, is my favourite song by placebo, it appeared on the singles collection. It was good because it starts off quite n slow n ends up being this grand feature. There are like 3 or 4 songs like this on the new album. They all seem to be about him trying to save someone from hard drug addiction and trying to understand them n such but that just makes the songs more itneresting lyricaly. The first 4 tracks are very old school placebo and the samew with the new single "because i want you" but they are all fantastic.
"Its a cock in a dildoes discise" Interesting lyric but its all about prentending to be someone your not.
Anyway 2nd thing i can talk about is my song Doped. Its comming a long really well. Its called Doped because it really is jazy and sounds fantastic when your siytting having a joint listening to this deep purple inspired tune. Ive written a bass line for it now n recorded it but want to rerecord it as its not 100% correct. The guitar is comming a long nicely. Still unsure wether to use distortion or not though. The solo sounds great with distortion but without the whole song sounds more early 70's blues rock. I'll prob do 2 versions. one with distortion n one without then let Ash have a listen. He is great at contructivly critising my music.
3rd point is that lysh asked me to go to milton kenes tomorow (snowdome for snowboarding) but i cant afford it. Also john will be there n its just really aukward, its aukward enough continueing with being really close friends with lysh let a lone when her boy friends around. Its really annoying though cos it was soo easy until we both told each other that we new i liked her n that she was going out with jon. Ignorance or at least forced ignorance is easier to live with than the truth. I really like john though, he is a nice guy n we are soo much a like. I remember the first time i met him it was the night before i was going to france to pick up my stuff n i had to meet all the trainy instructors. I spoke to all of them but only for about a minute then i met john n we spoke for like 20 minutes non stop. I had to break the convo cos i was going to be late for ashes n i really needed his company n support. (trust me i was shitting myself for a zillion different reasons over going back to france.) Ohwell it'll get easier though im not looking forward to the summer. Lysh wants to spend lots of time with me n steph as john will be in new zealand for 4 months. So this brings in 2 problems, 1 the obvious - spending too much time with lysh. and 2 is Steph. Lysh told me a month ago that steph really fancied me but she was going out with someone called mike. Anyway she just broke up with mike, this isnt the real problem. the real problem is, i dont fancy steph in any way and probably never will. We just dont click, conversation is too hard with her n im not physicaly attracted to her.
What makes this all worse is my stupid over active brain. My dreams this morning didnt just include one emotionaly painful memory but a whole host of em, for christ sake i dreamed of being in the chateau talking to charli n then walking down the hall way (which funnily enough had transford into my old school) n meeting lysh n talking to her . I cant remember much of it but things like this put me off balance for the rest of the day.
Ohwell, at least ive not got much to do tonight. I'm teaching the scouts with Helen from 7 till 8 n then i might go kill myself on the jumps or just talk to ryan for a bit. Lysh asked me to come down the pub earlier in the week but im avoiding that at all costs just because its easier. I'll see her on saturday but by then i'll be feeling better n will be much better equiped to go back to being good friends.
anyway this turned out to be a longer post than anticipated so i'm gonna go annoye my neighbours now by playing my guitar.
"Its a cock in a dildoes discise" Interesting lyric but its all about prentending to be someone your not.
Anyway 2nd thing i can talk about is my song Doped. Its comming a long really well. Its called Doped because it really is jazy and sounds fantastic when your siytting having a joint listening to this deep purple inspired tune. Ive written a bass line for it now n recorded it but want to rerecord it as its not 100% correct. The guitar is comming a long nicely. Still unsure wether to use distortion or not though. The solo sounds great with distortion but without the whole song sounds more early 70's blues rock. I'll prob do 2 versions. one with distortion n one without then let Ash have a listen. He is great at contructivly critising my music.
3rd point is that lysh asked me to go to milton kenes tomorow (snowdome for snowboarding) but i cant afford it. Also john will be there n its just really aukward, its aukward enough continueing with being really close friends with lysh let a lone when her boy friends around. Its really annoying though cos it was soo easy until we both told each other that we new i liked her n that she was going out with jon. Ignorance or at least forced ignorance is easier to live with than the truth. I really like john though, he is a nice guy n we are soo much a like. I remember the first time i met him it was the night before i was going to france to pick up my stuff n i had to meet all the trainy instructors. I spoke to all of them but only for about a minute then i met john n we spoke for like 20 minutes non stop. I had to break the convo cos i was going to be late for ashes n i really needed his company n support. (trust me i was shitting myself for a zillion different reasons over going back to france.) Ohwell it'll get easier though im not looking forward to the summer. Lysh wants to spend lots of time with me n steph as john will be in new zealand for 4 months. So this brings in 2 problems, 1 the obvious - spending too much time with lysh. and 2 is Steph. Lysh told me a month ago that steph really fancied me but she was going out with someone called mike. Anyway she just broke up with mike, this isnt the real problem. the real problem is, i dont fancy steph in any way and probably never will. We just dont click, conversation is too hard with her n im not physicaly attracted to her.
What makes this all worse is my stupid over active brain. My dreams this morning didnt just include one emotionaly painful memory but a whole host of em, for christ sake i dreamed of being in the chateau talking to charli n then walking down the hall way (which funnily enough had transford into my old school) n meeting lysh n talking to her . I cant remember much of it but things like this put me off balance for the rest of the day.
Ohwell, at least ive not got much to do tonight. I'm teaching the scouts with Helen from 7 till 8 n then i might go kill myself on the jumps or just talk to ryan for a bit. Lysh asked me to come down the pub earlier in the week but im avoiding that at all costs just because its easier. I'll see her on saturday but by then i'll be feeling better n will be much better equiped to go back to being good friends.
anyway this turned out to be a longer post than anticipated so i'm gonna go annoye my neighbours now by playing my guitar.