Terrible, Awful, No Good, Very Bad Day
...and it isn't even 11am!! My teacher totally flaked on me and my last pre-recital lesson today. Can you feel the (situational) hate?
My morning class (different teacher) SUCKS ASS!! It takes him over a week to get our assignments back to us, at which point it is too late for that assignment to inform the next. AND, he asks for form diagrams and then on the day that they are to be turned in, he gives us a bunch of the diagram before we turn it in! This would have been helpful WHEN YOU ASSIGNED THE DIAGRAM!! Not as I'm about to turn it in. It influences every answer we give and if he's going to share that information, do it before we do the assignment or after we get it back. You aren't helping me by doing it now!!! Hate hate hate! AND THEN, he gave us melodic dictation that my 9 year old could have done. And then did period analysis on it!! Seriously? Maybe you were trying to make a point of how easy it is if we don't freak out but COME ON!!!!
And I still have stupid program notes to write, I'm going to have to pay my accompanist a fortune this week, I still don't know what to give my trio mates for helping on the recital and apparently, I'm grinding my teeth in my sleep again. The headache I had two years ago while I was doing personnel management for the orchestra, that had me thinking maybe I had a brain tumor is back! My job just told us that not only are we required to attend the summer workshop, we now have to PAY for it when we've always been PAID TO GO. And Brett and I had a fight this weekend that still isn't resolved and I'm probably starting my period tomorrow which is just FABULOUS!!!! I hate my clothes. I hate my body. And if I got out my bassoon right now, I would probably hate it. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to go back to bed and just cry. This day is just abysmal. Calling it "The Suck" doesn't even begin to describe how I feel about it right now.
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1am Edit: In the interest of justice, I got the time wrong on my lesson, not my professor. Everything else still sucked. I got a nap, some smiley kid time, some food, and some good practice in. Good peeps sent me good vibes and twitter dissed me (which made me laugh) so I'm doing better. Thanks!!
My morning class (different teacher) SUCKS ASS!! It takes him over a week to get our assignments back to us, at which point it is too late for that assignment to inform the next. AND, he asks for form diagrams and then on the day that they are to be turned in, he gives us a bunch of the diagram before we turn it in! This would have been helpful WHEN YOU ASSIGNED THE DIAGRAM!! Not as I'm about to turn it in. It influences every answer we give and if he's going to share that information, do it before we do the assignment or after we get it back. You aren't helping me by doing it now!!! Hate hate hate! AND THEN, he gave us melodic dictation that my 9 year old could have done. And then did period analysis on it!! Seriously? Maybe you were trying to make a point of how easy it is if we don't freak out but COME ON!!!!
And I still have stupid program notes to write, I'm going to have to pay my accompanist a fortune this week, I still don't know what to give my trio mates for helping on the recital and apparently, I'm grinding my teeth in my sleep again. The headache I had two years ago while I was doing personnel management for the orchestra, that had me thinking maybe I had a brain tumor is back! My job just told us that not only are we required to attend the summer workshop, we now have to PAY for it when we've always been PAID TO GO. And Brett and I had a fight this weekend that still isn't resolved and I'm probably starting my period tomorrow which is just FABULOUS!!!! I hate my clothes. I hate my body. And if I got out my bassoon right now, I would probably hate it. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to go back to bed and just cry. This day is just abysmal. Calling it "The Suck" doesn't even begin to describe how I feel about it right now.
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1am Edit: In the interest of justice, I got the time wrong on my lesson, not my professor. Everything else still sucked. I got a nap, some smiley kid time, some food, and some good practice in. Good peeps sent me good vibes and twitter dissed me (which made me laugh) so I'm doing better. Thanks!!